Can't love...(Dipper Gleeful x Reader)

Part VII

Dipper's POV
"Y-you are stupid"
I hear a giggle. I lift my head slowly from the bedside. Y/N's eyes connect with mine as she smiles warmly at me.
"Your stupid f-for never b-bringing me my stuffed F/N b-back"
She laughs but then coughs. I stare at her with my wet eyes.
"You stupid pathetic girl!"
I jump towards her and hug her, being careful.
"I thought I lost you..."
Y/N hugs me with her arms. I feel so much better. I still feel stupid for crying and quickly stop as I hug her.
"I wouldn't die on you so quickly"
She giggles.

Your POV
I giggle at Dipper. He saved my life. I don't remember much after he went all psycho but overall... he did save me. Dipper lets me go from our hug. I moan in pain, my rib still hurts.
"Are you alright?"
He gives me a concerned look. I slowly smile.
"Yeah, it just hurts"
Dipper looks away, ashamed.
"Like I said..."
He sighs.
"I don't think... that w-w-you... shouldn't be around me anymore Y/N"
I stare blankly.
"B-but why? You saved my life Dipper, your not as bad as everyone says you are..."
He looks at me surprised.
"You really are stupid..."
I huff.
"Hey! Be a little nicer, would ya? I'm injured"
Dipper looks down.
"Exactly... because of me... which I think would be best for us to never see each other again..."
No...You can't leave me! Wait... what am I saying? Do I actually care for his damned boy? What am I thinking? Well... I mean he did save my life... and its kinda my fault. I blush. Dipper notices.
"Are you alright? Your turning all red."
He puts a hand over my forehead.
"Your burning up, I'll go get the doctor"
He starts to walk away but I grab his hand.
"Don't leave me"
Dipper stares, I look into his dark eyes.
"Please..."
Dipper comes back and sits down.
"What have you done to me Y/N... you've made it happen again..."
I look at him confused, still holding his hand. I blush myself holding his hand.
"W-what do you mean Dipper?"
Dipper looks at me and holds my hand tighter and swallows hard.
"Y/N, your just like this other girl... I had these exact feeling...."
He sighs. What kind of feelings? I'm so confused...
"That I have for you exactly... but Bill found out... and he did something I could never forgive him for doing..."
I gulp.
"W-what happened?"
He takes a deep breath.

"He killed her..."

I gulp and tense up, my rib hurts from me tensing up but I can't feel the pain. I'm shocked and scared. I hesitate to speak.
"W-why would he k-kill her?"
"Because he wanted this"
He points at his amulet. His amulet? What does he want over a silly amulet? Dipper notices my curiosity.
"This amulet contains a special kind of magic Y/L... a powerful kind... "
"Really?"
Dipper smirks slightly at my amazement.
"Watch closely"
I do as I'm told. Dipper holds onto the amulet and looks me straight in the eyes. His eyes turn from his normal blue color to the minty blue I've seen before. Suddenly, out of nowhere, my stuffed F/A that he won me at the fair appeared in front of him. I stare blankly. He hands it to me, I click back to reality and take it from him. I stare at it happily.
"W-wow... that's amazing"
I look back at him and his minty blue eyes returned to normal.
"Like I said, it's powerful... that's why Bill wants it... however... it's become much more powerful than I would expect it to be recently..."
I hold the stuffed animal tightly.
"It feels as if it's dark..."
I freeze. Dark?
"However... I've never experienced the dark power until... I saved ourselves..."
"When your eyes glowed red..."
I mutter.
"Exactly"
I cant move. This is scary, what should I do? I can't leave Dipper... Dipper can't leave me either. He needs me, I can't explain why, but I know he does. He would be lost.
"Dipper..."
He looks at me, emotionless as he always does, but it feels warm to see him as he normally does.
"I want you to know... that I trust you... completely..."
He blinks.
"But I don't think that I should go away...what if Bill... he comes after me again?"
Dipper sighs deeply.
"He won't... I doubt he would if I didn't see you anymore... he would think that perhaps I lost interest..."
I gulp. Lost interest? I blush.
"Dipper? What does that mean? 'Lost interest?'"
He looks at the corners of his eyes, his emotionless face still remains.
"Mean what?"
I roll my eyes and smile.
"Are you really that oblivious?"
I reach over and poke his nose, causing him to grin. He decides to stand up and come close to my face. We share the same breath.
"I'm oblivious? It took you that long to figure out?"
I swallow and blush madly.
"W-what?"
He moves in closer but towards my ear and whispers.
"Clearly you couldn't tell... but I am in fact took in interest in you... now tell me... how are you saying that I'm oblivious?"
He moves away from my ear and faces me, he is inches from my lips. He looks into my eyes waiting for an answer, clearly. I stare into his eyes. He... he likes me? But why would he like me? Isn't there other girls who would be so much better toward him? Stop thinking this Y/N... its you and Dipper right now. What are your feelings towards him?! I hesitate to take words out of my mouth.
"I-I..."
He moves in closer. I can't breath and tightly hold the stuffed animal as hard as my arms could. I felt bad that I was kinda killing my stuffed animal, and if it were alive... it surely would be dead. I start to close my eyes, accepting that he is this close. What am I doing?

...

Then the door opens and Dipper jerks away. I stand back shocked, flushes with red and my face is steaming.
"Dipper? The nurse asked ho-"
Pacifica comes in with Gideon by her side. She looks directly at me.
"Y/N?!?!"
She happily runs towards me a hugs me tightly. I yelp.
"Ouch!"
She moves away sheepishly.
"Oh, right... sorry Y/N..."
She happily looks at me and I feel warm, then tilts her head to the side.
"Are you okay? Your as red as a tomato"
I stare blankly at her. Oh crap... I forgot. I look towards Dipper and he watches me. I watch him back.
"I-I'm fine..."
He sighs deeply, and heads towards the door.
"I'll be going... goodbye Y/N"
He takes one last look at me and his eyes completely change... it shows the most emotion I've ever seen. It's not happy... but it's what real sadness is. I can tell... he's upset. I want to comfort him and pull him close again. I reach hand over to him.
"D-dipper... wai-"
He walks out. I get out of the bed but then instantly regret it. The pain from my ribs burn. I weep in pain. My stuffed animal falls from my bedside and onto the floor. Gideon comes over and lays be back down as Pacifica fixes my pillow.
"Don't move Y/N... it would only make it worse..."
I start to cry. I can't help it. I feel useless and pathetic. Why am I crying over Dipper? Maybe it's because maybe I feel the same? I start to cry even more. Pacifica comforts me, she believes that it's because I'm in pain. But no... it's not that... I feel like I've lost someone very important to me. What's going on with me?

...

As I lay down and wipe my tears away. I close my eyes and go into a deep thought. Dipper comes to my mind and I remember all the good things we've done. I still feel his embrace with mine and how worried he was about me. It makes me smile. Then I think even harder this time. Realizing something that I should of realized sooner:

I think I'm in love with this damn boy.

❤It's 2017, ahhhh, sorry for a late update. I had some struggles with how to make this tie together, and sorry it's so short😭 I promise the next one will be a little longer! But I hope y'all had an amazing New Year's and hope y'all were safe children❤

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