Can't love...(Dipper Gleeful x Reader)

Part XIII

Dipper's POV
"Where is he?"
I sit down in the cafe, waiting for Wilson. I'm thankful that Khirah called Wilson to meet me here. She's such a nice woman, she cares so much for Y/N, and so do I. I need to ask him someone questions, I believe he had something to do with Y/N being missing, but I'm not completely sure. I think about Y/N, what would she say to me?
'Try to be nice to him, i know you don't like him but he's not a bad person'
I smile, seeing her smile replay in my head, is makes me smile. She's always so kind about other people even though she doesn't realize how badly trusting someone so easily can become. I tap my fingers of the table. I have this odd feeling in my stomach that I don't understand, it's not like I've went through this before. But I've felt it before, like years ago... I don't understand what it is...all I can think about is Y/N. I really hope she's okay, not knowing what happens to her really sca-

...

Wilson walks in the doors, and looks around. I stare at him. He doesn't seem to notice me... I continue to stare at him. He looks kinda anxious, then sees me. He gulps and slowly walks towards me. As I take a closer look at him, he looks exhausted, almost as if he ran to get here.
"M-morning m-mate..."
His green eyes seem cold, like he knows something that I don't, every breath he takes is slow. Is he really his nervous?
"Sit"
I coldly glare. He jumps and takes a seat down, every movement he made was filled with nervousness.
"W-why did you call me here?"
I place my hands on the table.
"I'm sure you know..."
He squirms in his seat. He's hiding something. I just know it. He sighs and let it out slowly.
"I-I'm sorry Dipper, but I'm just as worried about Y/N just as you are..."
His tone is different.
"Why are you speaking differently?"
He jolts back, and looks at me nervously. He looks like he didn't what happened exactly.
"M-mate, I would love to stay.. but I have to get going..."
Wilson stands up, he's shaking. I stand up with him.
"Your tone changed, you called me by my actual name... what's going on? You just got here... where would you be needing to go?"
Wilson looks at me, his eyes, they changed. They are now a bright blue. There's no way. Wilson runs out of the cafe door, I quickly follow him. He looks tired, from behind, he looks as if he's going to pass out. He's quickly running out of breath. He's running into the woods. I slowly make my way to him. He's much father than I am but I remain my distance so he doesn't know I'm following. One odd thing I find is that he doesn't look back, is this guy really stupid not to look back? If I think he's who I think he is, then yes. He finally reaches a dark spot in the woods. I stand behind a tree and watch him. Wilson falls to the floor, breathing heavily. He mutters, 'he's gonna kill me...' He stares and the floor and his blonde hair fades to bright blue. His clothes start to disintegrate and turn into a long black tailcoat with black pants and a blue dress shirt underneath his tailcoat. An eye patch appears over his eye. Will? It can't be, out of all the people, I wouldn't expect Will to be the last person to turn into some like Wilson. Wilson was outgoing and much more self confidence than Will. I continue staring at Will. He takes another breath and starts to glow. He turns into the his normal triangle self. He stretches and yawns.
"I knew I shouldn't have meet with M-master..."
I decided to walk out.
"Well, you just did..."
Will's reaction with his one eye turns into his normal shaky self.
"M-master..."
I cross my arms.
"Will..."
He flys over to me, crying.
"I-I...."
"I don't want to hear it, you have some explaining to do"
Wills eyes brighten a little bit.
"Y-your not going to hurt me?"
I glare at him.
"I will hurt you if you don't talk..."
He yelps.
"B-bill..."
I look at him confused.
"What about that damned triangle?"
"H-he... this was h-his idea... I-I owed him..."
I sigh.
"Your damn brother, why do you always follow what he says? He's always using you Will, I mean I can't speak for myself, but your brother is much worse than how I treat you..."
Will looks down.
"H-he's my brother... he's stronger than me..."
"That's how family works, me and Mable, we hate each other but we would never use the other for our own use, we may seem like bad people, but we care about each other..."
He looks down.
"That's not like Bill... he doesn't care about me..."
Will starts to cry and I sigh.
"Listen here, help me find Y/N, and I'll make sure Bill sees that he does care about you... is that all you want?"
"Yes... please..."
I roll my eyes.
"Alright Will, then help me, where's Y/N?"
"Y/N?"
"That's what I said, where is she Will?"
"I... B-Bill took her... to the a-a..."
I sigh.
"Well, come on, spit it out"
"She's at the... a-abandoned p-prison..."
"Do do know why?"
He twiddles his fingers nervously.
"N-no... not exactly..."
"What the hell does that mean Will?"
"B-bill s-said that she was special... she's more valuable to him than h-he realizes... I don't understand what he means..."
I sigh again. This is great, just damn great. Will won't help me much, but I understand what he's gone through. I start walking away towards the east. Will floats next to me.
"M-master? W-where are you goin-"
"To rescue Y/N, where the hell else would I be going?"
Will floats in front of me now and I stop.
"Please master... I wouldn't, Bill seems to be even more s-stronger than he used to be before... it's oddly strange but it's true, you won't stand a chance against him"
I push him aslide and walk past him.
"I'll risk anything to have Y/N back"
"But I thought..."
I stop.
"You thought what?"
"I-I thought you didn't care about her anymore Master..."
I blink.
"I-I... I always cared about her Will... she's, different, but I didn't want to risk losing her to... y-your brother..."
I look down, I realized how stupid and idiotic I've become. She's already in the hands of Bill, this time being my fault. I can't loose her.
"I-it's all my fault..."
Will looks at me with his sad eye.
"It's not your fault master... I-it was mine... I-I helped B-bill after all... w-which was a stupid mistake..."
I don't listen to him, dark thoughts surround me. All of them, causing me to panic, what's going to happen to her. How will I live with myself if she's hurt? It will be all my fault. It will be my fault. My eyes turns big, and I have a nervous ache in my stomach. What is this? I've never felt this before. It's not love, it's not sickness... what is it? I stare at Will, and feel weak. What is going on? Darkness, all I can feel is darkness and negativity. 'All your fault'
"M-master?"
I look up towards Will and the darkness disappears.
"Are you alright?"
I shake my head, my stomach still aches.
"I-I'm fine..."
I turn my head away from Will and start walking deeper into the woods. Will floats next to me.
"Why are you following me Will?"
He twiddles his fingers.
"I-I want to help Y/N, she's my friend after all... I don't want to be treated like a puppet by my brother anymore..."
I smile at him, and pat him on his triangular back.
"I like the sound of that"

Your POV
I lay down, it's been a few more days, I think. I honestly don't know anymore. Bill has been feeding me various fruits and on occasions a fruit tart. I don't complain but I'm getting sick of just eating fruits. What I would crave for some F/F right about now. I just want to get out of here, this place honestly sucks. I can't leave the cage I'm in, and Bill refuses to let me out. However, he's being very nice to me, he feeds me well and treats me a lot better than he did a while back. Which I find quite surprising. My leg had been getting better but I still limp around the small enclosure. I hear footsteps and I wait for human Bill to reach the bars.
"Y/N"
"Bill"
This is usually how he talks to me, hardly ever calls me by my first name, only when he's greeting me. Afterwards he just calls me by my stupid nickname.
"How are you feeling?"
I nod my head.
"I-I'm fine..."
He's always asked me this, how I was feeling, if I felt any different. He's acting like an overprotective mom. He hands me a glass of water and a small mango. I take it, I haven't ate yet... but I'll probably eat later. I set them aside and me and him are in an awkward silence.
"H-how am I useful to you Bill?"
Bill sighs and takes a seat next to me. I awkwardly move away from him.
"You see now, I'm not completely sure what it is Toots, your pathetic necklace got lost so I'm going to have to find something valuable to you to use it for my plans..."
I gulp and sadden. My necklace is missing? My heart hurts. My best friend gave it to me... the only memory I have of her, just gone now. I look down.
"What the hell is wrong with you?"
I look up and Bill looks annoyed.
"T-that necklace meant a lot to me..."
He sighs and stands up from the bed.
"Exactly why I took it, it must have been misplaced, I'm sure it's somewhere... speaking of, have you seen Will?"
I sigh.
"You lost Will too?"
He laughs, sends chills down my spine.
"He wondered off and I don't know where the damn child is..."
I glare at him.
"He's not a child Bill..."
"Tsk, you wouldn't understand my pathetic brother... he acts like a bloody child, always has, he's an embarrassment as a demon..."
I puff, He's such a jerk towards his brother.
"He's your brother Bill, how can you even speak about your own brother like that?!"
I'm getting angry, this isn't going to end well but my blood is boiling.
"No wonder he doesn't ever talk about you... I doubt he even loves you..."
I cover my mouth, was that too far? Damn it... I should of just kept my mouth shut. Bill smirks then bursts out laughing. What's so funny? I stare at him with confusion on my face.
"Love? Humans and their damn love, I don't 'love' my brother... more despise... what would you know about love toots?"
I blink and think. Do I really know about love? I thought I fell in love with Dipper... but, he didn't seem to want to love me back, I can't love him. I just can't, he... can't... I can't understand my feelings.
"Love is so overrated... that's how I thought I would get Gleeful, using you. That damn twin had some major hots for you... does he still care, I wonder... he probably hates you"
He gets up and chuckles. Stupid, I get upset. Does he hate me?
"I doubt, he probably came to his senses and realized that he can't love anyone"
I gulp and I choke on my words.
"I-I..."
Bill makes a hand towards me.
"Don't bore me with your stories Toots, I'd rather not listen..."
He walks out and I remain sitting down, not moving. Dipper can't love? I-it's because of what happened years ago... he didn't want to loose me... i-i understand... I understand everything, it's so much clearer now. I regret so much, yelling at him, slapping him. Everything, I feel so stupid for not seeing it and accepting it sooner. Dipper is in love with me... he doesn't want to lose me. What do I feel about him? I-i... know what I feel about him. I want to tell him so badly. I sit back on the cold wall and bring my legs to my chest. I hope I get out of the hell hole soon... whatever Bill wants from me, I won't give it to him. I know Dipper will come for me. After all... he loves me... even though it was said he couldn't love.

💛THAT TIED SO WELL WITH THE TITLE OF MY BOOK IM SO HAPPY💛

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