I'm not okay

Quatre

November 6th

As You know I have many mental issues and this place helped me find out what they actually were.
But today this girl walked up to me in the cafeteria.
She was very pretty.
When she sat down across from me I wondered why she was in the same place as me.
When you look at me you know automatically,
Scars on my wrists, purple under my eyes, you already know.
At first glance nothing seemed off about her.
"H-hey what's your name?"
I said in a shaky voice
"Raina..."
"Woa. That's really pretty..."
I whisper
"What?"
"Nothing..."
"Oh..what's your name?"
"Danielle."
"Nice name."
That's about it.
That's what happened.
She passes me in the halls sometimes.
She smiles.
Again I'm confused.
Who is she?
What's wrong with her?
Why do I feel so weird when she's around?
Why...can't...I...get...her...out...of...my...head.