"Jesus, Zayn, you scared me."
"Liam, please, just– please, I can't do this. Not anymore."
"Hey, hey. Calm down, babe. What's going on?"
"I don't know. F uck, I don't– Liam, please..."
"Shh, come here. Stop crying, don't cry. Tell me what's going on."
"Liam, I'm giving up. I can't stay like this. It hurts. Everything hurts."
"Giving up on what?"
"On myself. I just– I wanna die. I feel like dying. Please, stop these feelings, Li. I hate myself."
"Zayn, don't say that. You can do this. Don't give up on your self. You are worth more than you think."
"Then why did you leave me? Everything's gone now. I've been losing it all. I've been losing myself. Now that I give up."
"I'm not leaving you. See? I'm here. I am right where you are."
"I'm sorry, Liam. I'm sorry. Please just kill me. I don't want to face another ugly truth. I'm tired."
"Look at me. Don't you ever say that again."
"I can't Li, it hurts. All my life I've been ignored. I'm feeling so unappreciated. Nobody wants my existence."
"I am grateful of your existence."
"But, Li–"
"Now, shut up and stay in my arms. Everything's going to be alright. You just have to believe that."
"Okay.."
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CHARCOAL - ziam
FanfictionThe aftermath of a young poet, Zayn and a not much younger doctor, Liam's affair. - - - - - - - All poetries are originally written by the writer.
