Chapter Nine

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Harry's Pov.

She took it right out of my hands, which made me jump. I didn't hear her come in, she looked pissed but also upset that I had seen what was in the notebook. She looked up from the page where I was reading from. "Harry how much of this page did you read?"

"All of it." She sat the notebook down, I looked at her. Waiting for her to explain, she took a deep breathe. "Okay so basically......." 

Anna's Pov. 

"I guess that's a good enough explanation" I was on the verge of crying, he came closer to me and hugged me. Then the tears actually started to come out, my sobs shook my body. I tried to pull away but he wouldn't loosen his grip. "I'm sorry." He kissed the top of my head before pulling away, I couldn't look at him. Not after all that I was afraid, "Anna look at me." My eyes met his, he looked like he was about to cry. 

"Harry don't cry, you don't have anything to cry about right now." I said, trying not to say like he can't cry at all but nothing happened to make him cry. 

"Anna you don't understand do you? You hurt yourself, you did unhealthy things, and I love you. It hurts to see that you did that stuff, it affects me not only you."  I looked at the ground, even though I haven't done anything for two years the scars were still there. 

Honestly I stopped doing that stuff a long time ago, but I still had the notebook. I knew I should have thrown that thing away ages ago. "Harry its in the past we don't need to worry about it." 

I just wanted to never talk about it every again, but I had a feeling that Harry wouldn't forget that easily. Harry got up and left the room without saying a word, I messed everything up. I layed down and stared at the ceiling, trying to forget everything that has happened in the past month. I just wanted everything to go back to normal, the way everything was the way before I got taken but I knew that would never happen. 

I heard a small knock on my door and sat up, Harry was standing in the doorway. I layed back down and turned my back to him, not wanting to talk. "Your mom wanted to know if you would like to go get your phone right now?"  I got up ignoring him, I know he was looking at me but I didn't dare meet his eyes. I put my shoes on and pushed past him, before I could reach one step he pulled me back to him. 

"Lets put this all behind us, we can talk about it more whenever your ready." I just nodded, afraid that if I spoke I would just fall apart. He brought me closer to him, and kissed me. 

"ANNA HURRY UP!" I smiled into the kiss, I started to giggle. "We better get going." He smiled back and went down the stairs, before I followed him I went back in my room. I opened the notebook and found a word that described life perfectly right now, broken. I just had to find the pieces and put my life back together. 

*Two Hours later*

 I was in the back seat with Harry and my parents were up front driving, talking. My left hand was at my side and he put his right hand over mine, I smiled but didn't say anything. We both got new phones, our first pictures were of each other. Now we were on our way to my grandparents house, they have been waiting to see me for ages. I really want to see them but I am exhausted. I could barely keep my eyes open, "Babe just go to sleep." Harry whispered into my ear and that's when I let myself fall asleep.

I woke up in a dark room, I tried to move but couldn't. I realized I was tied up, Harry was nowhere to be found and that was when I started to panic. I tried to yell for him but the tape on my mouth wouldn't let me. I struggled to get free when a bright light came on, I heard footsteps get closer to me. When the person came into view I started to scream, or at least try. "You thought that this was the end? Well guess what, its only the beginning." That's when everything went black.

I woke up with a start, somebody's arms were around me. I turned my head and my eyes met Harry's. My parents were not in the car, I looked outside the window and saw my grandparents house. "Harry I-" 

"They didn't want to exactly wake you up, so I said I would stay out here till you woke up." I nodded, still shaken up from the dream I just had. I sat up and fixed my hair, "Nightmare?" 

"Excuse me?" I looked at Harry, he looked worried. "Well you started screaming in your sleep and started to move around, and then I took you into my arms and you stopped."

"Yea I guess..." I said quietly getting out of the car, Harry following. He took his hand in mine, he knew my mom would kill him if she saw him holding my hand but I guess he didn't care. We act like we are dating but honestly its not confirmed or whatever. Like we hadn't said that we are and we don't call each other 'boyfriend' or  'girlfriend'. 

His hand left mine once we got inside, I took my shoes off and walked into the kitchen. I heard voices from the living room so I guessed they were in there. My grandparents were siting down, I went over to each of them and gave them a hug and a kiss on the cheek. Harry was standing in the doorway, not sure what he should do. 

"So this is Harry." I made my way over to him and made him get out of that doorway. He went over to them and shook their hands and gave faint hellos. My grandma stood right up and hugged him, he of course hugged back. I sat down in the small love seat they had in the living room, Harry sat next to me. 

"You two are so cute together." My grandma said, leaving me blushing. Before I could say anything my mom spoke up. 

"They are not together, she is dating Mitch." That was it, I seriously couldn't take it anymore.

"No mom, I am not dating Mitch. I don't even love him like that. I am in love with Harry I don't care what you say, you can't decide who I love and who I am dating." I said in a very calm voice, surprised I didn't yell at her but I thought that wouldn't be the best thing to do with my grandparents right here. 

"So you are dating Harry? Since when? I just want whats best for you." 

"No if you wanted what was best for me you wouldn't care who I dated, you need to get over the fact that you hate Harry and that he makes me happy. I never said I was dating him but even if I was, is it really that big of a deal?"

She didn't say a word to me after that, she never even looked at me. Harry started talking to my grandpa about golf, so I was left to just sit there while my parents were talking to my grandma. 

I kept replaying the dream or nightmare as Harry put it in my head, it seemed so real. Nobody was even speaking to me, was it because of what I said to my mom? I wouldn't think so, time flew by only giving short answers to who I was talking to. Soon it was time to leave, I said bye to my grandparents and we got back into the car. "We're going to stop and get something to eat, does that sound good to you two?"

My dad was looking at both of us for an answer, Harry looked at me. "Eh yea that would be great." Harry replied for both of us, I looked out the window ignoring Harry's stare.

*45 minutes later* 

Everybody was done eating, plates cleared of whatever they ordered and mine was only half gone. "Anna, are you not hungry?" My dad asked, "I guess not." Harry gave me a look but I just looked away from him. "Well we better take it home in case you want it later on." I already knew that I wouldn't eat it later on, but I didn't say anything. The ride home was quite, besides the fact that Harry somehow feel asleep. 

Once we pulled into the driveway I got out of the car, not bothering to wake Harry I ran up to my room. Once in my room I locked the door not wanting to be bothered, I fell back against the door and slid down. Then I started to cry.

Okay wow hello there. I hope you liked the chapter, I know I enjoyed writing it!! I will try to update again tomorrow but I have school for like the first time this week so yea...love you all! Don't forget to vote and comment. ~Kayla

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