"I heard you broke up with your girlfriend." Quinn wondered aloud one day.
Mmmmm so more people knew.
"Uh.... Yea, about a month ago. But then I asked this girl out who I've liked for the past 2 years."
"How's that going?"
"It's good." I smiled.
"You know I can tell when you're lying, right?" she sighed.
Great. "Fine. Things are kinda hard. I'm just having a hard time with it, being with someone already and it's just kinda over whelming. I'm not even sure if I'm over my ex... but if anyone asks, everything is good."
And then, she walked in.
"Hey babe!"
Quinn gave me a weird look and rolled her eyes as I shook my head no.
"I'm glad to see you" she said all cheery and happy as she always is. She always had her cute smile but she never liked it. "How are you? "
"I'm doing great." I say as I kiss her cheek, trying to hide that anything is bothering me.
She cares so much and she'll try and comfort me which I really want her to do but at the same time I want to be like this. I want to feel like this, but I don't want anyone to know. I want to feel like everything isn't perfect. But at the same time I do. I want to be happy with her. But I'm scared, after everything that happened. My specialty has always been faking it till I make it. Quinn gives me another look.
