Obsessed // E.D

Chapter Fifteen

I cling onto Ruby's arm as we walk into the main entrance of the school. I felt like shit after what happened and all I wanted to do was see Ethan but he was the problem in this situation.

''Cece relax'' she places a hand on my shoulder, giving me a positive nod.

First period was a lesson without Ruby, but with Ethan and I wasn't ready to face him alone. I dunno what to say to him.

''Remember what I told you'' she walks me up to the classroom door and hugs me before she stands and watches me walk slowly through the door frame.

I look back at her before fully entering the classroom giving her a fake smile. I'm not okay and she knew that.

''I'll see you later okay?'' I give her a slight nod before continuing to enter the room.

I look up and Ethan wasn't there but Grayson was. My eyes lock onto Grayson's and I quickly look down trying to avoid him.

''Cece'' he grabs my arm as I walk by him.

''Gray please not now'' he could see I was upset and let's me go as he watches me sit in my seat.

I look down at my desk for a whole hour, not knowing if Ethan was even in class or not. I can't even remember what this lesson was about, I was miles away.

The bell rings and I shoot up, grabbing my stuff without looking up. I speed walk out of the classroom until my body smashes into someone.

''Sorry Gray'' I look up then back down at Grayson as he picks all my shit up from the floor.

''I know your not okay, so I'm not gonna ask you'' he hands over my books and continues.

''I spoke to him okay. He says he trusts me but it's you he has a problem with''

What the fuck.

''Honestly even I don't understand him sometimes. But I don't know how long he's gonna be like this Cece'' I look right through Grayson and push him aside as I continue to walk on towards the cafeteria.

I felt so empty, like I had no soul left inside me but I was angry at the same time. I just don't know how to feel anymore.

As I walk into the cafeteria I see Ethan in the corner of my eye but continue to look straight on, putting on a fake smile.

''Oh Cece come here'' Frankie grabs me and before I knew it tears flew out of me. I was sobbing like a little bitch and I couldn't stop. At this point everyone in the cafeteria was watching me but I didn't give a fuck, this is how I felt.

My body felt so heavy upon Frankie but she straightens me up.

''Cecelia Cortez stop'' she shakes my shoulders and talks into my face softly.

I nod and wipe my tears before taking a seat. I look up and surprise surprise Ethan's watching.

''Why do they always make you feel like shit'' I poke at my food as I've lost my appetite.

''Because that's what boys do'' Frankie places a hand on my shoulder whilst glaring over at Ethan.

Ruby walks towards us leaving Ethan a nasty glare as she walks past his table.

''I'm gonna fucking kill him'' before she even takes a seat she already wants to turn back around to fight him.

''Ruby stop'' I grab her hand pulling her down to the table.