4. Not You..You're Dead!

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(Your outfit and guess who!! ;)hehe)

*next day*
(Your POV)
I changed into a white shirt, blue jeans, a black belt, leather jacket and black Converse. I met up with the gang in front of Jauregui's classroom. "So, where'd you go yesterday?" Mani asked. "Diagon Alley, I'm going to look around at Knockturn Alley," I said. "I'll go with you," Ivy said. "No, I don't want to risk your lives," I said sternly and they sighed. "Who are we looking for anyways?" Lily asked. "It has to be someone who's picked up some Parseltongue from someone else," I said. "How can you tell?" Albus asked. "I heard someone speaking Parseltongue, it's not as fluid, y'know? It's like they've heard it and spoke it," I said. "Who's spoken Parseltongue?" James asked. "Dad did, Voldemort did as well," I said. "Wait, we could research Voldemort's elite group," I said and they nodded. "Library it is," Teddy said. We got to the library and I had found a book and read it. "I'm heading off to Knockturn Alley," I said after I read the book in thirty minutes. "This early?" Lorcan asked and I nodded. "Be safe cousin," Lysander said and I nodded. "I'll try," I said and left to Knockturn Alley. I got to Knockturn Alley and walked around. I walked down some steps and was pushed against the wall by some black curly haired girl. Black curly hair, brown eyes, and some crooked teeth, I read about this description of one of Voldemort's elite group members. What was her name? LeStrange, that's her last name. Oh my God! Bellatrix LeStrange! "Hello pretty, looking for someone?" Bellatrix asked. "I thought you were dead!" I said and she giggled evilly. "Sorry to disappoint darling," Bellatrix said. Her face was just inches away from mine and she was a bit shorter than I was. "So, what shall we do together?" Bellatrix asked. "You think I'm going to follow you? Never," I said and she sighed. "Tsk. Such a shame, I wanted a talented and sexy wizard like you on my side," Bellatrix said, trying to seduce me. "Why don't you come with me?" Bellatrix asked and I shook my head. "No, I know about you Belltrix," I said and she sighed and clicked her tongue. "Tsk. You're coming with me whether or not you like it," Bellatrix said and then everything went black.
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I had woken up and didn't realize where I was. "Where the hell am I?" I asked. "With me of course babe," Bellatrix said and I growled. "Now, are you going to tell me about how you killed my Basilisk?" Bellatrix asked as she hovered over me. "No," I said. "No?" She asked and I nodded. She had started to cut something onto my arm and I screamed out in pain and started struggling. I had felt the effects of the Cruciatus Curse which made the pain amplified by 5. I was crying and then I saw Bellatrix had another thing in mind, she had given me a tattoo that Voldemort's member's had, and Draco Malfoy has it too. It was a skull and a snake wrapped around the skull in a 8 form and it went through the middle of the 8. I cried in pain and she had giggled evilly and left me. I had gotten up, grabbed my leather jacket and teleported back to Hogwarts. I limped my way to the library to wait for the gang. "Y/N!" Normani said and ran over to me. She noticed I was crying and she looked at me concerned. "What happened?" Normani asked. "She's back, Mani, she..she fucking gave me a Death Eater tattoo and cut two words into my arm! She used the Crucio curse on me," I cried and Mani hugged me. "Who?" Normani asked. "Bellatrix LeStrange," I whispered. "Y/N she's dead! I read about her in the book!" Normani said. "She didn't die, she somehow was able to make a decoy of herself," I said and she sighed. I rolled up my jacket sleeves carefully so I won't hurt myself and showed her the tattoo and the two words cut into my forearm. 'Cursed Potter' were the words that Bellatrix cut on my forearm. "Y/N," Normani said and I rolled my sleeves down and walked to the library with her following me. "You have to tell the Headmaster," Normani said and McGonagall stopped. "Tell me what?" McGonagall asked. "Headmaster, I need to speak with you privately," I said and she nodded and we went to Albus Dumbledore's old office where he used to be. "What's the matter, Potter?" McGonagall asked. I sighed and took off jacket and showed her my arms. "She's back, she found me in Knockturn Alley and took me somewhere! She gave me the Death Eater tattoo all because I wouldn't tell her how I killed her Basilisk!" I cried and the door opened but we paid no attention to it. "She used the Crucio curse on me and cut the words 'Cursed Potter' on my arm," I said and cried. "Y/N, what you went through is very serious, and you'll need to be cautious and protected," McGonagall said and I shook my head. "Don't you get it? Bellatrix LeStrange isn't dead! She never died, she somehow made a decoy of herself or something," I said and McGonagall gasped. "Are you sure it's Bellatrix LeStrange?" McGonagall asked and I nodded. "She fucking cut my mother's arm years ago! She wrote the word 'Mud-Blood' on my mother's arm! My mother cried and screamed in pain and fear!" I said. "Professor McGonagall?" Lauren asked and I looked over at her and she noticed my eyes and tears. "Just a moment Professor Jauregui. Now, Y/N, where is Bellatrix?" McGonagall asked. "I don't know, she left after she tattooed my arm and cut my forearm. She said she'd be back for me or she'll come when I call her with the tattoo. I'm not going to be against Hogwarts, this place is like my second home," I said and sniffled. McGonagall handed me a box of tissues and I took one and wiped my tears. "You'll be fine, I'm sure of it," McGonagall said and I sighed. "How? She's fucking targeted me! I'm not safe here in Hogwarts or anywhere else! Malfoy is probably a Death Eater because her father was almost one!" I said and she held up her hand and I growled and walked away until Lauren stopped me. Lauren hasn't talked to me since yesterday's newspaper article incident and I miss her. "What do you want? Huh?" I asked coldly and she sighed. "Y/N, look, I'm sorry about my attitude yesterday, I was just..jealous because-," Lauren said and I cut her off, "Because why Lauren? I would love to hear your lame ass excuse! You got jealous over my best friend!" I said and stormed off. Lauren was following after me until I bumped into a girl. "Fuck, sorry," I said and she giggled. "Here," I said and handed her her book. "Thanks, Y/N," She said. "How do you know my name? Never mind that question, what's your name?" I asked. "Hannah, Hannah Longbottom," She said. "My dad, uncle, step-mom and aunt knew your father!" I said and she nodded and giggled. "Wow, uhm what happened to your arm? If you don't mind me asking," Hannah said. "Bellatrix LeStrange isn't dead, she came after me," I whispered and she gasped and hugged me. "I'm so sorry, she's been after my father and she's killed my grandparents," Hannah said. "I know, I read about it, I'm sorry, but I can't drag you into this," I said and she nodded. I was about to walk off when she put her hand on my bicep. "Y/N, let me know if I can help," Hannah said and I smiled and nodded then walked off. I was grabbed and spun around. "Lauren, let go of me," I said and she shook her head. "Never. Y/N I was jealous because Ivy was a little too close with what's mine," Lauren said and I blushed. "I'm mad at you Lauren, stop," I said and she shook her head and kissed my nose which made me blush and melt under her touch. "Lauren, knock it off," I said and she shook her head and pecked my lips. "I'm going to help you, someone hurt something of mine and it's not okay," Lauren said and I smiled at her protectiveness. "Fuck, I hate how I can't stay mad at you," I said and pouted. Lauren and I went to the library and found the gang. "Hey guys," I said and they rushed to me. "Are you okay? We heard about what happened," Lily said. "I'll be fine sis," I said and she nodded and hugged me. I hugged her and held her in my arms for a few moments. "You two are really cute," Ivy said and I giggled. "She's my sister, of course we're cute," I said and Dinah giggled. "The sass," Dinah said and I giggled. "Well, ya know," I said and flipped my hair and she laughed. I had my forearms wrapped with gauze so people wouldn't see what had happened to me. "Will you tell Dad and your Mum?" Albus asked and I shrugged. "Well yeah, I kinda have to but there's the decision of not doing it," I said and they sighed. "We're here for you either way," James said and I smiled and hugged him. "Thanks Severus," I said, using his middle name. "Dementors are around here, the school said to be careful," Ally said. "C'mon, we have to go somewhere," I said and rushed to the Room of Requirement. "You found the Room of Requirement?" Lily asked. "No, the Room of Requirement shows itself for people who need it, not for people who look for it," I said and they nodded. "C'mon, I'll teach you guys the Patronus spell," I said and we went inside and the door closed. I felt my tattoo start to move and I softly groaned because it hurt. "Y/N, you can't escape from me, you have to follow me," I heard Bellatrix's voice inside my head. "No. I won't ever follow you," I whispered and she cackled evilly. "Stay the fuck out of my mind," I gritted and she cackled. I growled and felt my claws start to come out. "Y/N?" Lauren asked and placed a hand on my shoulder. I growled and walked off. "I need fresh air," I said and left. I went outside and went to the lake near Hagrid's house. "Hello pretty," I heard Bellatrix's voice and growled. I turned to face her and she smirked and walked over to me. I was quick to take my wand out and point it at her. "You come near me, I won't hesitate to go against Hogwarts' rules," I said and she giggled and stopped.
(Lauren's POV)
I was worried about Y/N so I had followed her and went to the lake near Hagrid's house. "Hello pretty," I'm assuming Bellatrix said because Y/N growled. Y/N turned and faced her and pulled her wand out when Bellatrix walked over to her. "You come near me, I won't hesitate to go against Hogwarts' rules," Y/N said and Bellatrix giggled and stopped walking. "Fiesty," Bellatrix said and Y/N growled lowly. "I won't hesitate to get my brother here and have him kill you as he is a mindless beast," Y/N said.
(Your POV)
I have to avenge Hannah's grandparents, Fred Weasley, everyone. I will not stop until I know she is dead. "Bellatrix, why the fuck do you want me to follow you?" I asked. "It's simple, really. We could take over the world, and everyone would be too afraid to oppose us as the world's dominators," Bellatrix said and cackled. "How about we make a deal?" I asked, putting my wand away but hiding my crossed fingers. "Oh? The Cursed Potter wants to make a deal?" Bellatrix asked and I nodded. "Of course, you seem fitting enough to be my lover," I said, smirking because what I was saying wasn't true. I looked and saw Lauren with tears in her eyes. Lauren, I love you, I'm just playing Bellatrix! "You're playing me?" Bellatrix asked, her lip quivering and I gulped fearfully. "I thought you were for real," Bellatrix said and pulled her wand out. "Crucio!" Bellatrix said and I was too late to get my wand out. I fell back and she made her way to me. I whimpered out of fear and she started to cut me again. I screamed out in pain and McGonagall gasped and ran to me and pulled her wand out. "Stupify!" McGonagall said and Bellatrix flew back, unconscious. I whimpered and had my eyes closed. I felt someone's hand on me and I screamed out. "N-No! Not again, leave me alone! Bellatrix please, stop torturing me!" I whimpered out fearfully. "Y/N, it's me," Professor McGonagall said and I opened my eyes and started to cry. "I was going to trick her into me following her and I had to lie, but Lauren didn't understand the memo," I said, crying into her embrace. "Come on Potter, let's get you cleaned up," McGonagall said and helped me up. "What's happened to Potter?" Everyone asked as they crowded. "Y/N!" Lily said and she ran over to me as did my brothers. "What happened?" Albus asked. "She was here, she's getting taken back to Azkaban. As for me, I might continue my studies somewhere else, in hiding," I said and they shook their heads, eyes brimming with tears. "Y/N, you're supposed to be with us! Remember: Potters for the win, together and always. Don't you remember?" James asked and I nodded. "I'm the Cursed Potter, guys, I can't afford to have to my siblings killed," I said and they nodded and hugged me. "I'll miss you," I said. "We'll miss you too," Teddy said. "Teddy, keep everyone safe, and practice being in control of yourself as a werewolf," I said and he nodded. "Where will you go for secret studies?" Lily asked. "I dunno, not sure. But I'm sure that I'm risking your lives and everyone's here at Hogwarts, the longer I stay. Do you think...nevermind," I said and they looked at me curiously. "What?" Teddy asked. "I'll tell you later," I said and they nodded. Teddy and Albus helped me walk to the nurse. "Where are the cuts this time?" The nurse asked. "My stomach," I said and she had me take my shirt off. The nurse closed the doors and had the curtains around the bed closed. "I'm going to have to document this, okay?" Nurse said and I nodded. "What did she cut onto your stomach?" Nurse asked. "Loveless, Unworthy, Cursed, Hated, and Dead," I said shakily taking in a breath and exhaling. "Thank you for telling me the words. Do you believe them?" She asked. "I'm starting to," I said and Lauren walked in, Great! Yayy! "Can you wrap gauze around me? I'll be leaving Hogwarts after I leave this hospital. I'm beginning to think I'm better off dead," I said and she nodded. "Why do you think that? Everyone loves you Y/N," She said. "I don't care what everyone loves about me, I only care what she thinks or loves about me,"I said and looked down. The nurse finished wrapping the gauze around my body and I put my shirt back on and then put my jacket on. "Thank you, I'll be leaving now," I said and she hugged me softly. "Take care, and stay safe," she said and I nodded. "Thanks," I said and walked to the door. "She read my thoughts, y'know. That's why she cut me again, I never meant any of the things I said, I had my fingers crossed. I wanted to trick her so I could get close to her and kill her," I said as I stopped, Lauren facing the nurse. "This is a see you later Lauren, or maybe a see you never again, goodbyes, heh, there's nothing good about goodbyes," I said and resumed walking out of the office. I walked down to Hagrid's house and went in. "Hey Hagrid," I said. "What are you doing here? Ain't ya supposed to be in school?" Hagrid asked. "I'm leaving, my life is in danger and I'm pretty sure I don't have a girlfriend anymore," I said sadly and he smiled sadly. "Wow, um, do you love her?" Hagrid asked and I nodded immediately. "I do, so fucking much but she doesn't trust me. At least I don't think she does, yet, I trust her with my life," I said and he hugged me. "I'll miss you," Hagrid said. "I'll miss you too Hagrid," I said and left. I was walking through the Forbidden Forest and saw giant spiders, some unicorns, centaurs, deer, and hippogriffs. The spiders noticed me and started making their way toward me, but a Hippogriff and Unicorn got in front of me. "You're friendly?" I asked them and the Unicorn nodded. "You can understand me?" I asked and the Hippogriff nodded. "Of course we do, ever heard of the prophecy of the Cursed Potter?" The Unicorn said and my eyes widen and I shook my head. "I'll tell you after the spiders are dealt with. Climb onto the Hippogriff's back," The unicorn said. "Can I call you Thundercolt?" I asked and he nodded. I bowed slowly and stood up, holding out my hand. He walked over to me and put his beak on my hand. I climbed on and looked at the unicorn. "Mind if I call you Nightwind, Sir Unicorn?" I asked and he chuckled. "I actually don't have a name so of course I don't mind. Now hurry, fly away before the spiders get closer!" Nightwind said and I looked behind him and saw the spiders getting closer. "Thundercolt, fly," I said and he whinnied and ran, then flew. Nightwind flew beside us and we got to an abandoned house. "I think I could make this look good, don't ya think?" I said and Thundercolt nodded. "I'll make some rooms for you two," I said and walked into the house.
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I had finished fixing up the house and I made Nightwind and Thundercolt a room. "Now, for some food," I said and sighed. I grabbed some food out of the fridge and set it on the table. "What do you guys normally eat?" I asked. "Grass, or some apples," Thundercolt said. "Oh, so you can talk?" I asked and he chuckled and nodded. "It was before you bowed, I didn't know if you deserved respect and trust," Thundercolt said and I nodded. "Why do your eyes say you're sad yet you seem happy?" Nightwind asked as he was laying on the ground. "Well, I'm being hunted down by Bellatrix LeStrange, and I was going to trick her to get close to her and then I'd kill her, but I had to lie for it to work. Little did I know that it'd cost me my first lover," I said and they nodded. Thundercolt carefully used his talon to wipe away a few tears. "What did she look like to you?" Thundercolt asked. "To me? Her eyes, they held a galaxy and so much love. Her personality, it's amazing she's really smart and not afraid to stand up for stuff she believes in and she's just so caring. Sh-she was my first kiss and now, I'm not sure what we are, if we're still together," I said sadly and Nightwind patted me with his wing. "Well look on the bright side, we're here for you," Nightwind said and I smiled. "Thanks Nightwind," I said and he smiled. "Can you sing?" Thundercolt asked and I nodded. "Yeah, I just have to get my guitar and other things from Hogwarts, I'll go back in a few days. So maybe after two days, I'll sing for you," I said and they nodded.
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I had snuck out during the middle of the night to see the sky. It was beautiful, but it held a time I wish I could stay in forever, my first date with Lauren. I fucking miss you, but do you need me? Because I need you, you're the reason I look forward toward the next day. Although, I'm trying to learn to live without a heart, it's fucking hard to. I sighed and walked to Hogwarts. I walked to the area where Lauren dropped me off after the date. The flashback of me running up to kiss her played and I smiled sadly. "I'm a fool for you," I whispered to myself and walked to my old dorm and grabbed my guitar and small keyboard. I had my guitar on my back and had my piano out and walked over to the spot where I had my first kiss with Lauren and say down, placing the keyboard in front of me.

I finished the song and started crying. "Why does the only good thing in my life have to leave me?" I asked myself. "I can be another," I heard which scared me. I saw Camila and smiled. "What Lauren gets jealous over, it's over exaggerated, I wouldn't break your heart," Camila said as she sat next to me and wiped my tears with her thumb. She kissed the corner of my eye and I blushed and sent her a small smile. "Then prove it to me Cami, show me I'm worth someone's love," I said, vulnerability evident in my voice. She kissed my forehead. "I will, wanna know why?" Camila asked. "Why?" I asked. "Because you already have my love, you just didn't know," Camila said and I smiled and kissed her cheek. "Can I see the guitar?" Camila asked and I nodded and took the strap off and handed her the guitar.

I smiled and she smiled awkwardly and I giggled. "You...have a voice," I said still shook at her voice. Camila giggled and handed me the guitar and pointed to the keyboard. "Jam session huh?" I asked and she nodded and I giggled. I had started strumming random chords and Camila nodded her head to the beat. "Ah ah..hey eh," Camila sang and I caught on and we made a song.

Camila had harmonized her voice with my low notes and I smiled as I sang. We finished and I smiled and hugged her, kissing the corner of her mouth. "That was amazing, but I should get going, Thundercolt and Nightwind might be worried," I said and she looked at me confused which was really cute. "Can I go with?" Camila asked and I nodded. She held my keyboard and interlaced our hands and we walked to the house. "Wait, they're a unicorn and hippogriff?" Camila asked and I nodded. "Just remember to bow slowly and hold your hand out slowly when you meet Thundercolt," I said and she nodded. "Guys," I whispered and they ran to me. "I thought you were kidnapped," Nightwind said. "Sorry, I wanted to go down memory lane," I said and he sighed and nodded. "This is my friend, Camila," I said and she smiled and waved. Thundercolt eyed her carefully and she bowed slowly and held her hand out slowly and he walked over to her and put his beak on her hand. "I'm Thundercolt, Camila," Thundercolt said. "He trusts you and respects you now," I said and she smiled. "We should get some sleep," Camila said as I yawned. I nodded and she giggled and carried me to the house. "Where to?" Camila asked. "Up the stairs, first door on the right," I said softly and she nodded. Camila set me in my bed and she kissed my nose, her bottom lip touching my top lip. I blushed and felt my heart start to beat fast. Why is my heart beating fast? Is it because her lip touched my top lip? Is it because I have the opportunity to kiss her? Maybe I should kiss her, her lips are plump and they look kissable. I leaned in slowly and cupped her cheek and brought our lips together in a slow, passionate kiss. I licked her bottom lip and she parted her lips and I slipped my tongue in her mouth and she moaned softly. I smiled and we pulled away, her biting my bottom lip and I giggled. "Y/N, I want you to know something. I know you won't say it right away but I love you, more than just friends," Camila said and I smiled and pecked her lips. "I'll say it one day, I just need time," I said and she nodded and cuddled me. "Night Y/N/N/N," Camila said and I smiled. "Night Cami," I said and slowly drifted off to sleep.

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