Equal in our own way (Killjoy Fanfic)

4- Where to now?

A/N okay so just warning this chapter goes a little bit into Kaitlyn (or Nuclear Silver's) past. Just saying. Okay now read xD

Kaitlyn (Silver)

I think the Killjoys are happy Korse didn't take me. I heard Party and Kobra talking. They need me. No wonder my mother wants me dead. She hates the Killjoys. To her they are rubbish pieces of shit. I didn't think they were because they were free. I wasn't free with my mother. She tried killing me for heaven's sake! 

"You okay, Kaitlyn?" Party asked.

I shook my head. There were a lot of thoughts going through my head. One of the big things were about how I am a key to a portal.

"Wanna talk about it?" He asked again.

I shook my head. I don't want him wanting to know about my worries. He has his brother to take care of and the rest of the Killjoys too. My thoughts though were stopped by me following Party. He must've told me to follow him and I didn't remember anything. I wasn't complaining though because he was like a father figure to me. Then again I don't know what a fatherly figure is like.

"Tell me what is going on, Silver" Party said.

I didn't say anything. I don't want him worrying.

"Kaitlyn there is something going on. I have a daughter, don't try this. Please tell me?" Party almost begged.

I had to tell him. I had so many emotions going through my head that I started crying. I was crying because of how bitchy my mother was. How my father left me. How the Killjoys took me in as family. How I almost killed them. How they need me as a key.

"I would tell you but they won't make sense." I said crying still.

"I think they will." Party said. "Please tell me, Kaitlyn." 

"Well for starters my mother wants me dead. She probably works for Korse and she was never drunk just acting like it. If she is working for Korse then she will have my head. No matter what." I said crying.

Party hugged me. There was more to the story though. 

"Also, my father left me. He was always the abusive type. He would always throw me down stairs and at walls. He eventually left knowing I wouldn't try running away every time he had a meltdown. And yesterday. When we were at the shooting range at the Diner. I was thinking about how you guys just welcomed me like family. It was the greatest feeling ever until I heard you and Kobra talking. You need me to get back to the Black Parade. You guys don't belong here. When we got into the crash I thought I killed you. I don't want you guys to die so when I jumped out of the BL/Ind trans am. I was happy because if I got taken then I wouldn't have been able to save you guys. We still need to get in BL/Ind to kill Korse from killing anyone else. I am willing to help." I told him.

Party was shocked. I wasn't crying anymore. He probably didn't think I knew that. I looked over at him he looked like he was going to say something but he didn't. We sat in silence for about five minutes. Until he finally spoke.

"You belong there too." Party told me. Which caught my attention. I didn't get what he was saying. I belonged in this world.

"No you don't, Kaitlyn. It seems crazy but it's not. Your father is very sick. When Korse took over this world he took you from the Black Parade. Your father was very upset. Before the portal closed Ray, Frank, Mikey, and I made it through before it closed. When Korse found out I guess he put you in an unstable environment to get rid of you so he could kill us for ruining whatever plans he made." Party said and I was shocked. 

I don't belong here. I need to help them get back to the Black Parade even if I don't make it.

I hope I make it though. It would be amazing to make it back home.

I don't want to leave Party, Kobra, Fun, or Jet. They would be heartbroken.

"Hey Party can I ask you a question?" I asked and he nodded. "This will sound very random because it is but, I know all of you as your Killjoy names. What is all of your actual names?"

Party sighed probably not expecting that question. I mean they are the fabulous Killjoys. If he doesn't tell me I won't be offended.

"Well we all trust you won't be telling anyone so I might as well tell you." Party replied.

"Wait, really?" I asked dumbfounded. He nodded.

"I am Gerard Way, Kobra is my brother Mikey Way. Jet is Ray Toro, and Fun is Frank Iero." Party said.

"I feel like I have heard those names before. I don't remember where though." I said confused.

"You probably heard it from our old band we made before all of this happened." Party said and I looked at him very confused then I remembered the band.

"Wait. The band My Chemical Romance?" I asked and he nodded.

"We made songs and had a fun time. Never once did we think that our albums would come into reality. I remember laughing on set once. We were on set of recording Nanana.We were laughing and we all agreed that we are glad that Danger Days would never come. Sadly it did, and so did the Black Parade. We thought things were bad then. They have only gotten worse." Party said walking to the window and looking out.

He looked like he was ready to cry. I wouldn't blame him though. He has been through some tough shit. We were started by Mikey (Kobra) barging in.

"Sorry for interrupting but you have to come. Both of you." Kobra said and ran off. 

Party and I looked at each other worriedly and ran out to see what is happening. They sight was something I never wanted to see.

"Mikey??" Party asked.

"Take one more move. I dare you." A woman said.

I turned my head to see who it was.

"Mother." I said.

"Fucking bitch. That is where you were. With the fucking trash. I thought I raised you better!" My mother said coming after me with a knife.

I felt Party move to get me out of the way but I pushed him away. I knew she was coming after me. I didn't care. Party told me to move but I didn't. My eyes met my mother.

"If you wanted to be my real mother you wouldn't have tried killing me." I said throwing her off.

"What are you talking about?" She asked.

"How you lied to me. I found my family." I told her.

I dared to glance to my left. Party was helping everyone up and was moving them out of harm's way. I was about ready to look back when I felt something sharp go through my arm. I screamed in pain and I looked to see the knife my mother was holding now stuck in my arm.

"I told you to stay but you didn't listen." She told me and ripped the knife out of my arm and I fell to the ground holding my arm in pain.

"KAITLYN!!!" Kobra yelled. I heard footsteps but saw nothing. I could tell I was losing a lot of blood.

I felt hands lift me up and the person ended up running.