Moonlight In Atlanta

23. M.I.A

Flashback.....

I remember it like it was yesterday.

I was going to this party with Khalia and a few of her friends. To be honest I really didn't want to go but both of my parents exist that I go out and have fun.

I wasn't Khalia, she was more popular in school then me. I was more like the nerd one.

"Do I have to go"? I ask my mom.

"Yes Ju, you need to get out of the house. Please have fun for once" leaving out the door right behind Khalia we was going to be riding with her boyfriend and his friend.

Getting into the back with the boy who I didn't know, he was staring at me the whole ride to the party.

Once we got to the party I was standing alone. It felt so weird being in a crowd of people that I don't hang with.

"I can tell you really don't want to be here" the same guy from the car said to me.

"Exactly I don't".

"You wanna step outside and get away from all these wild teenagers".

"Why would I go anywhere with you, don't think I didn't see you staring me down while I was sitting in the back with you".

He scratch the back of his head "Sorry about that, I couldn't help to see how different you is from your sister".

"Half sister, we are nothing alike".

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"Julye you are so beautiful like seriously" Kenneth said to me as we was sitting in the car. Coming to find out he was sweet and we had a few things in common.

"Thank you" I blush.

I wouldn't say that I liked him like that but he was a cool guy to be friends with.

Unfortunately I was wrong, cause next thing happen was Kenneth kept trying to kiss me.

"Can you stop" I push him away.

"Why I thought you liked me" he start putting his hands up my skirt.

"Not like that" I was now fighting this boy off me. I could've got out the car if my door wasn't on child lock, this is not how I expected my night to be.

"You going to give me what I want either way I'm gonna take it" he crash his lips into mines trying to push his tongue in my mouth. Tears start falling from my eyes as I kept fighting him off me.

"Stop fucking moving" he slap my across the face causing my face to hit the window. I was push down on my back in the seats as Kenneth got between my legs.

I wasn't going to give up a fight, I start clawing at his face trying to pull his eyes out. By then Ricky, which is Khalia boyfriend came to the car.

"Aye what's going on in here" he open the door causing Kenneth to back away from me.

"Nothing man I was keeping her company".

"Oh I see" Ricky smirk at me then look at Kenneth.

"Look Ken man, she's not like these other girls. Leave her alone, Veronique is looking for you anyway".

Kenneth got out the car which I was happy, I almost got rape by him. Ricky got in and started up the car.

"Umm where's Khalia? And why you starting up the car".

"Chill I'm taking you home if you don't mind".

"Not at all" I sat in the backseat not saying another word. All I wanted to do was go home and take a hot shower before crashing in my bed.

Soon as Ricky pull up to the house neither one of my parents was at home. "Great I don't have my key" I sigh.

"Y'all have a spare hidden somewhere"? Ricky look back at me.

"Not that I know of".

Both of us got out the car to see just in case. It wasn't before long Ricky found the key.

"Thank God, I really would've been drove if I had to wait until my dad or mom got home" going into the house it was sorta dark.

I turn on one of the lamp lights that was near by. Before I could even turn good, I was push back on the couch getting attack by Ricky.

This couldn't be happening, not again anyway. I start to feel pain down blow, and I knew then I lost my virginity to Khalia boyfriend.

Waking up the next morning to see that I was in my bed wrap in my covers. I was hurting so bad I couldn't move, removing the covers from me there were blood stains on my legs.

I began to cry, why this happen to me. I knew for a fact I couldn't tell anyone cause who was going to believe me?

During the whole day I kept quiet not saying anything to anyone. As I walk into the school building all eyes were on me.

Girls was giving me disgusting looks as boys was laughing at me, I had no idea what was going on.

"I knew you was a freak but not a nasty one" Nicole said to me.

"What are you talking about".

"Oh you know exactly what I'm talking about whore" she place her phone to my face showing me a video of me and Ricky in my room.

It was so disturbing to watch, I took off running out the door until I ran into a pissed Khalia.

"So this what we do now, sleep with people boyfriends".

"It wasn't even like that, he rape me".

Khalia wasn't trying to hear nothing I had to say. She walk away leaving me out there crying, there's was no way I was going back into that school. I was the topic during the rest of the school year.

End flashback