i used to lay in bed and smile at my phone when he texted.
he used to text back as soon as he would get my text.
now i lay in bed, crying, wanting him to text.
he now texts back when he is bored and has nothing else to do.
i used to worry about him texting her. did he text her more than me?
i no longer worry. he doesn't even text me anymore, how would he text her more?
i used to love him.
i still love him.
how could i not love him?
i won't let my silliness and stupidness ruin this beautiful relationship.
