Right Next To You ||Markson|| ✔️

1

Jackson's POV

I checked the wall clock and it read 2:08pm and I was still in my room; lying on the bed staring at the ceiling, like always. My hair was messy and I was still in the sweatpants and polo from yesterday. I hadn't brushed my teeth yet. The only thing I did was to use the toilet.

I heard a knock at my door and I rolled my eyes knowing who it was.

"Jackson," My mum called from outside my door. "Please, come out. You can't keep doing this to yourself."

"Go away," I said as I used my pillow to cover my face.

"I hate to see you like this," Her voice cracked and I knew she was on the verge of crying. "He's gone for good, Jackson."

"Don't," I said, my heart hurting. "Don't say that," I said as tears rolled down my temples. "He said he'll be back."

"Jackson, he said that 8months ago. He doesn't reply your texts or return your calls. He's moved on, Jackson."

"He said he loves me. I have to wait for him." I said trying to console myself.

He said he was going to be back in 2 months. He said I should wait for him. He said he loved me. That was what Bambam told me. And its been 8 months. 8 FUCKING MONTHS! Did he forget about me? Has he found someone else?

"Jackson, baby, please cheer up." My mum said as I heard shuffling from outside my door and footsteps.

"Jackson," I heard my best friend, Jinyoung, call me. "Please, open up."

"Just leave me alone, please," I said as he sighed.

I was going to plug in my eyephones then I heard,

"Mrs Wang, get me a hammer," Jinyoung said as I shot up from my bed.

"Yah. Jinyoung, what are you trying to do?" I asked.

"I'm going to knock down this door right now," He said and I rolled my eyes.

"You're just blabbing," I said, hoping he really was.

"Here's the hammer, Jinyoung." My mum said as I ran and opened my door and Jinyoung's hand was already up with the hammer in it.

"Have you lost your mind?" I said angrily  to Jinyoung.

"Ne. I have," Jinyoung said raising his voice. "You're in here crying over someone who doesn't give a shit about you. Someone who's enjoying his life."

"Stop," I said softly, putting my head down.

"Someone who's already over you and has long moved on." Jinyoung continued.

"I said, enough!" I shouted. "He's going to come back."

"No, he fucking won't, Jackson." Jinyoung said as he handed his phone to me.

"What's this for?" I asked.

"Take a look." He said as I sighed and looked at the phone.

I've waited for him for 8 months. I have been depressed for 6 months after finding out he hadn't returned after 2 months like he promised. I had been hurt, ignoring my parents and my best friend. And after all these all I got was...

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I felt my hands shake and my breathing became uneven and my vision became blur.

"Jackson," Jinyoung said as he collected his phone and took me to my bed.

"That's not Bambam, right?" I asked him. "It can't be him."

"Jackson, don't do this."

"Do what? He said he'll be back. He promised to be back. Who's that guy in the picture?"

"That's bambam, Jackson. Bambam and his boyfriend." Jinyoung said as the tears that had been building up began outing out like a water fall.

"HE FUCKING PROMISED ME. HE SAID HE LOVED ME!" I shouted, sobbing.

"Jackson, what's happening?" My mum came in as she hugged me.

"Mom, he has a boyfriend. He said I should wait for him but he has a boyfriend." I said crying in her chest. "Eotteoke?"

"It was meant to be, baby." She said and I could hear it in her voice that she was crying too. "You'll be fine now, I promise."

How was I going to be fine? I felt heartbroken and shattered. I felt like I was going to die.

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A.N So that's the first chapter. I know its short but it'll get longer, I promise.
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