Right Next To You ||Markson|| ✔️

16

Jackson's POV

I was in my room the day after I saw Bambam in the coffeeshop. Youngjae said that Jb hyung had said we could stay home for the rest of the week and I was really grateful for that. Because I don't think I'll be able to walk straight to a customer with their order without spilling it. I'm sure by next week I'll be completely fine.

The reason why I feel this way is because it just became real to me. Before I knew that he had another boyfriend but a part if me was saying maybe its not the Bambam I know. They might just have the same name and they look alike. But seeing Bambam and hearing his explanation just made everything real.

"Oh God. Take this feeling away, please." I prayed as I picked up my phone.

I had 56 missed calls and 27 messages.

Most was from Mark.

"I'll call him later." I said as I kept my phone on the table.

I heard a knock before a faint 'Jackson'

"Come in." I said as my aunt and Youngjae came in. "Anneyong."

"How're you doing, Jackson?" She asked as she sat on the bed and rubbed my cheeks.

"I'm fine." I said as I looked down. "I just feel sad."

"I know you do, you're meant to." She said smiling sadly. "You know this isn't the end of the world. You'll find someone you love, someone better than Bambam."

"That's going to be very hard." I said. "Bambam was perfect for me."

"If he was then he wouldn't have hurt you." Youngjae said. "Get over Bambam. There are many guys who would want you."

"I'll try." I sighed as my aunt clapped her hand.

"I need to go to work right now. I made breakfast, its on the kitchen counter and lunch is in your food flasks." She explained. "I'll be back by 5.." She said as she kissed my forehead. "Bye sweetie"

"Bye aunt." I said as she went over to Youngjae.

"Bye, baby." She said as she kissed Youngjae's head.

"Bye, mum." Youngjae said as she left. "You would wanna freshen up."

"I'll do that later." I said as I lay down.

"Mark's coming over." Youngjae said as I looked at him. "He was really worried about you yesterday. He wants to see you."

"Oh." I said feeling bad. "I didn't mean to make anyone worried."

"Its okay, Jackson. Just promise me that you won't go back to Busan."

"I promise." I said.

"Thanks." Youngjae said. "Namjoon's here."

"Oh. Okay."

"Jackson, please, cheer up. I don't like the way you are and the fact that I can't do anything about it." Youngjae said sadly and I felt bad that I was making him feel that way. "I feel useless."

"No, you're not. You're here and I'm so grateful for that." I said as I rubbed his hand.

We heard the door bell as Youngjae stood up.

"I think that's Mark." He said as I looked at him confused. "I told you Mark was coming this morning."

"Oh. I forgot." I said as I lay back down.

"I'll go check who's at the door." Youngjae said as he left.

I used my duvet to cover my whole body including my head as I tried to think of something that'll make me like Bambam less. At least, take away this feeling.