Right Next To You ||Markson|| ✔️

19

Mark's POV

I was in my room, on my bed thinking about what happened today with Jackson. He's the sweetest guy ever and I think I can trust him. I mean who wouldn't after everything he said to me today?

I always felt bad about myself, I tried to eat less to see if anyone would love me just the way I am. Noona thought I had gotten over the whole Taehyung thing but I really hadn't. Only Jb hyung knew how I'd stay in my room and cry my eyes out. I begged him not to tell my sister or else it would break her and he promised not to.

I liked Jackson. He's really nice and he's handsome and he's big. I like my guys big so they can hold me and make me feel safe. I was a submissive, I didn't know how to be dominant.

I giggled at the thought of Jackson topping me. My legs around his hips, him kissing me. My arms around his neck.

"Gosh, Mark, you pervert." I said to myself as I heard a knock. "Uh, come in." I said as I sat up.

"Hey, sweetie." My sister said coming in.

"Uh, noona." I said as she sat down on my bed and placed her hand on my knee.

"How're you doing?" She asked as I nodded.

"Gwenchana yo." I said as she sighed.

"Mark, I'm worried about you." She frowned.

"Wae?" I asked as I furrowed my brows in confusion.

"Its been 2 years since Taehyung and you've not dated." She said as I frowned. "Mark, I need to see that lively part of you. I miss it. I miss my crazy, fun to be with brother."

"Noona, I need time to process some things."

"Some things that you haven't processed in 2 years? Should I hook you up with someone I know? He's my colleague but he's young. He's 26, he's hot and he's really nice. And he's single and ready to mingle." My sister said as I laughed.

"Noona." I laughed.

"Waeyo?" She whined.

"You don't have to do that." I said.

"Omo, do you like someone?" She asked with wide eyes.

I remembered Jackson and I blushed and bit my lips.

"Woah woah woah." Noona clapped and laughed.

I frowned realizing what I didn't in front of her.

"A-ani." I stuttered making her laugh some more. "Jinjja, aniyo."

"Tell me about him!" She whined. "Who's it? Is it- omo!" She shouted.

"Boh?"

"Jackson." She said as I felt blood rush to my cheek and I looked down. "Its Jackson, maja?"

"Uhh, haha." I laughed nervously as she hugged me, making me fall back.

"Finally, you like someone and its my other dongsaeng." She said as she pulled away.

"Dongsaeng? Aren't I your only dongsaeng?"

"Jackson is my dongsaeng." She said as I smiled. "So when did you start liking Jackson?"

"Uh, I thought he was cute, that day in the bus. I-I w-watched him sleep." I shyly confessed.

"Omo!" My sister said. "You fell for him the first time you saw him. Love at first sight, huh?"

"I'm not in love with him." I blurted out.

"Then what?"

"I like him. I have a tiny winsy crush on him." I said as she laughed.