O2L

death

jc pov

we were all awake and eating breakfast listening to the radio when tiber came on ana, maddie and Ellie were all squeeling and they got up dancing. they were all singing.  I watched ellie move. she was so sexy when she  moved. damn shes so ...damn. we were all watching them.thy were all in there onsies. thy said brb so we waited for them. I was wearing grey skinnies and a black top and vans. about 5 mins later ana came down wearing leghings converse and a blue top taht had superman on, then maddie in blue high waisted shorts and a black cropt top. ellie came down wearing her denim shorts and her Black crop top she was wearing her white sneakers (white converse sneakers) she had two studs in and her hair was was down in a side plait. she had her headphones in and she came dancig in it was funny but she didn't care. she smiled at us ana got up.

"where you goig?"I asked they looked at eachother then at me

"to meet bella"she answered I looked at her lookinh convinced

"fine upstairs and to do something quick?"she smiled running upstairs and opening her door then shutting it. then it opened like 5 minutes later they ran downstairs, maddie got up then they walked ot really? I got a text

going to meet bella bye bye make sure trevor eats xx-ellie♡-

okay love you -Jc ♥-

ditto haha we shall be back in like half hour with bella.-ellie ♡-

I nodded

"sam your girlfriemd shall be here soon" I announced he got up and jumped up and down like a child who opened presents. we walked back into the living room puttong on the music channels and dancing like prats. half hour later they came back kian hid with me and ricky. ellie walked in first we screamed and she didn't react, but ana and maddie screamed

"have a brother try better than that"she sassed she sat down next to trevor hugging him.

"what should we do?"asked sam

"go to thebeach"cheered ana we all agreed the girls got changed into their bikinis. ellie hopped onto my back and I carried her there. when we got there I briught mine amd ellies drink, ellie and the girls get up stripping down and they walked into the water talking.

"JC GET YO ARSE IN HERE"Ellie shouted I stood up

"mate your so whipped, she has you round  her little finger"laughed connor I looked at hi, shrughing but then relising that she had me whipped. she looked at me cofused but carry on with her friends while I sat with mine, when they came out she looked at her phone she looked confused she put her stuf on whe  she was dry and walked away from us. we all looked at her as she spoke on the phone. she walked past us collecti her stuff and running up the sand.

at 5 we thought go back and see if she had cooled down cause since she was looking slightly upset. we walked in to the kitchen I saw a note I picked it up.

guys and gals

heyo its ellie..im at hosptial brothers been having problems breathing they think hes gonna die so im stayin there for a bit bye

Ellie ♥

I read it to the others thy all looked kimda shocked.

"I need to make sure shes okay"I said ana agreed

"but im comig with you" ana said I nodded we got in thecar it was a silent car ride but hey ho. we walked to his room and went to visit her and her brother. we walked and saw her with her head in her hands she was crying rivers doctors were zipping him up. wow she said her good byes. she was crying her sweet beautiful eyes out, I walked over putting , my arm over her . we walked out the hosptial to go home. ellie ran upstairs

"her brother died"ana said they all looked confused ish and shocked, We heard a scream of rage and something smashing, me and ana got up running upstairs. we walked in saw she was smashing a photo graph in a fram. she was really angry her tears pourig.

Ellies pov

I watched him die slowly and said nothi except I love you river he smiled his last smile and then he went just like that I was angry, destroyed and broken. I smashed the phto of me and river. I heard running up the stairs but I carried on I went to the ither photos smahing it. the door opened and I saw jc and ana standing there butni didn't care I needed to hit something. ana knew I did cause she stood there

"hit me take yor anger out!"she shouted at me to make me hit you I wanted to but couldnt because shes my bestfriend "just do it, inless you chicken" ana screamed at me I hit the bed post angrily then her face. but then relised what I did she looked at me smilin "better?"he asked I shrugged I looked at the photos on rhe floor pickig the galss up. ana looked concerned and took the glass of me jc sat next to me puttin his arm around me I leaned into him, calming down. he kissed my forehead. I heard timber playing downstairs, they were trying to cheer me up. jc pulled me up leavi me alone to gather my thoughts. I looked in the bathroom. I saw the razor blade. I slowly went there . I took the razor shuting the bathroom I slid t across my wrist and cutting my delicate skin making my scarlet blood drip on to my snow white skin.I cried in pain as I did it again and again each time making me feel so much better. I pulled my sleves down going downstairs I tried to act normal but it didn't work, someone had to grab my wrist and that person had to be ana didn't it cause I flinched at her hand around my wrist, she pulled me into the kitchen. she lifted my sleeves revilingbthe deepish cuts I sighed.

"I know it happened but please dont hurt yourself"she said hugging me I huuged me back "love ya gal"I nodded.

im dealing with it the wrong way lets try again. im sorry.

a/n hey guts sorry bit of a depressing chaprer im running outtta of ideas arrrrrgggggg but need to do sams pov soon and maddies and izxys ohhhhh xxxxx

-jordan ♥♡- xxxxx