Chapter 15

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Hellooooooo here is the 15th chapter and I don't really have anything to say so I guess enjoy:P

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Louis' POV:

             When Harry is finally asleep I sneak away to go on the computer and see what is going on. Harry may have been crying when that awful man and fans were screaming disgusting things at us but I felt it too all I wanted to do was curl into a ball and hide. Why would someone say things like that? When I get to the computer I instantly go to Twitter and all the trends are something about us.

"#LouisandHarry5eva."

"#BoobearplusHazza."

#Larryislove."

Those ones were cute and gave me hope but then I saw the hurtful ones.

"#Myidolssuckdick."

"#LouisdeservesbetterthanHarry."

"Larryarefaggots."

I could feel my eyes begin to prickle with tears but willed them away and closed Twitter. I then open Google and look up Larry Stylinson. Many new pages come up that he hasn't seen before ranging from good to just plain awful. Some pages were about how right they were and they knew we were going to come out and others were talking about how disgusting we are.

"Lou...." I hear Harry say behind me.

I quickly close the laptop and turn around, Harry's eyes filled with tears.

"Harry, what are you doing up?" I ask trying to plaster a smile on my face.

"I woke up and you weren't there and I went looking for you, w-why are you on the computer we said we were going to layoff it for a little while."

"I know Harry I know but I just had to check and I wasn't going to tell you anything I read so you wouldn't get upset, did you read anything? How long were you standing there?" I ask

"Long enough to see the trends and the new pages." Harry says crying now.

I quickly get up and hug Harry, he cries into my shoulder.

"Why? Why are they doing this? We did nothing wrong, we are the same people as we were before. Why does it matter that we are gay?" Harry asks all at once into my shoulder.

"I don't know Harry they are mean people who have nothing better to do than to point out peoples flaws." I say honestly.

"There assholes." Harry says.

I chuckle a little but at his bluntness.

"Yes they are love yes they are, but we cant worry about that. There are still a lot of people who love us and our music and we have to move on from it, because like I said to you before they are all losers we don't need them."

"Y-your right." Harrys stutters.

"Now lets go to bed and I promise I won't go on the computer anymore and you won't either right?" I ask raising my eyebrows.

"Yes." Harry says leaning in and kiss me.

I smile into the kiss putting all my love and passion into it. We walk upstairs and crawl into bed, Harry cuddling into my side like a baby kitten looking for warmth.

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Harry's POV:

When we wake up we go downstairs and have some breakfast. I try to ignore the hurtful words that are still swimming in my head but, I can't and it is making me depressed. I make me and Louis pancakes and we eat exchanging some small talk as we eat.

"Do you want the boys to come over? Maybe that will cheer us up." Louis states taking a sip of his tea.

"Ya that sounds nice." Anything will do as long as it keeps my mind off the hate.

"Ok lets go call them." Louis says running to go get the phone.

When he comes back he dials there numbers and makes it a group call.

"Hello?" They all same almost in unison.

"Hey guys we wanted to now if you guys wanted to hang out?" Louis asks into the phone.

"Sounds great we will be there at noon." Liam says answering for all the boys.

"Ok, see you at 12 then bye." Louis says.

"Bye." They say again almost in unison.

It was 11 now so the boys would be over in an hour. Me and Louis get dressed then we settle on the couch. I am resting my head on Louis shoulder our limbs intertwined. Until Louis shifts and makes me look at him.

"You are so beautiful Harry and I am so glad everyone knows that we are together." Louis says leaning in and kissing me.

I move my lips against his and he shoves his tongue into my mouth. I moan from the sensation threading my hands into his hair and tugging. Louis then place his hands on my waist and pulls me even closer until I am straddling him. We pull back for air but then Louis is kissing down my neck and leaving a small purple hickey above my collarbone so everyone can see it.

"Mine." Louis says into my ear attacking my lips before I can even respond.

We continue to snog each others face off and don't even realize that the door opened and the boys enter. We hear a small noise but ignore it, to wrapped up into each other.

"Could you guys stop snogging for one minute so you can greet us." Niall says loudly.

We pull away instantly and are red all over our face and down our necks from the snogging and the embarrassment.

"U-uh." Is all me and Louis say.

We quickly get up and walk over to them.

"W-we were just b-bored and started..."

"exchanging spit believe me we saw." Niall comments making a disgusted face.

"Well anyway hi how are you guys?" Louis asks changing subjects.

"We should be asking you that." Zayn says.

"We are alright now lets get this party started." Louis says just wanting to hang out with his best mates or more like brothers.

2 hours later we are playing truth or dare and everyone is a little tipsy except me, I didn't want to drink.

"I dare you to kiss Zayn." I say to Niall.

"What no way Niall is mine he can't kiss anyone else." Liam says

"Ill do it." Niall slurs out.

Liam tenses but nods. Niall then leans in and is about to kiss Zayn but he spills his drink.

"Niall!" Liam says.

"I got it." I say running into the kitchen.

I open the cabinets under the sink but stop when I see a box inside. I grab the box and open it. Inside are three razor blades that must have broken off from a razor. I pick it up and run it a cross my fingertip making a small slice into my skin. I wince but then enjoy the small pain making me stop whatever I was thinking. Could this help me stop my suffering? Will this make the hate stop? Will this make the pain go away?

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BUM BUM BUUUUUUUUM hehe sorry about that hope you don't try to murder me with the feels you are going to get :D Don't forget to vote and comment.

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