Anonymous-a joshleen fanfiction

Anniversary and valentines day

(Slight time skip: Rachel and Joshua's anniversary)
Joshua's POV
I'm really emotional today. It's Rachel and i's 4 month anniversary. And we're not together to celebrate. I haven't seen her in 3 months. And even worse, it's also Valentine's Day today. And I won't have my baby with me. I hope she comes back. We have our lives planned out together. We will get married, then hopefully have 2 kids. A boy and a girl. Barry David Evans and Leah Louise Evans. If we end up with anything else, we have that all planned out. Claire Emma Evans, and as I think of that, I remember Colleen and I wanted to have kids. Should I have given her another chance? I acted kinda stupid. But I can't keep chopping and changing my mind. But honestly, I don't know how long more I can tAke being away from Rachel. I can't afford to go to Ireland right now. PLUS she hasn't come to me either! Has she another boyfriend? Has she totally forgotten me? I lAy under my covers, just thinking. She might not remember me! Maybe Colleen doesn't remember me either! Maybe none of them want me. Rachel didn't send me anything for our anniversary...or for Valentine's Day! I decide to stop thinking about her, so I get up to do other things to take my mind off of her. I get dressed in my kinda lumberjack style outfit. I look like the sim I made a month ago.

I look in the mirror at myself. "Looking gooooood Josh!" I say to myself. I head downstairs. I feed shadow, make myself some breakfast (bacon and eggs) and decide to edit my vlog. As I do that, I hear a car pull in my driveway. I walk out to the door. I look out to see an edible arrangement at my doorstep. "Hmm." I say. "Who did this come from?" I say to myself. Oh of course! Rachel sent it for our anniversary! Duh! I spent a few minutes looking at it. It looked delicious.

I then realised , there was no tag or note attached. I mean...surely this is from Rachel, right? I went to text her to ask about it. And say happy valentines. And anniversary. Until I remembered. She left me come back alone. She's hardly texted or called me since. I chicken out. I have nothing really to do today, so I go on YouTube. My subscription box has a white dot under it so somebody's uploaded. I click into it and see a vlog of colleen's pop up. I scroll down a bit more and that vlog is the only recent one. Out of curiosity, I decide to click into it. I watch it. In the middle, she is in edible arrangements, ordering an arrangement for a friend. I look back at my one on the kitchen table. It was bought in the EXACT SAME place. So that means...it's not from Rachel. Maybe..Erin sent it because she feels bad for me? She lives near there. Nah. I press play on the video again. "So." The person working in the shop says. "Do you want a name on it?" Rachel says to her. "No thanks." She replies. "Who is it to be send to?" They ask. "Joshua David Evans." Colleen replies. "Whoops!" She then says. "Forgot to turn it off." She laughs nervously then quickly turns the camera off. The vlog continues. I don't watch it. The edible arrangement...is from Colleen. Oh no. I feel as if this is her trying to get me to take her back. That was kinda smart. Is it working? I feel like it worked. "NO JOSH," I say to myself. "Don't let her win. She'll probably try to break my heart again. And I don't need that right now. But I think I need to let go of Rachel. We're far apart and it's too hard.
Josh calls Rachel. R-Rachel j-Joshua
J:Hi Rachel.
R:hey josh. Happy valentines!
J:I have to let you go.
R:you're very subtle. Why?
J: because...we're  too far away from each other. I can't do long distance.
R:I can.
J:well i can't. And for the past few months, you've hardly ever text or call me.
R:why didn't you text or call me?
J: have you been looking at your phone? I've been texting and calling you for months?
R:Oh yeah. Well, bye.
End of phone call. Back to Joshua's POV
Fuck her. I can do just FINE without her! Yep. Now I don't know what to do. I delete all the photos of Rachel on my phone. There was over 150 of them. After deleting all parts of Rachel from my phone, I put it down and grabbed shadow's leash. I clipped his Leash onto the harness and we walked to the door. I walk to see someone standing at the door, who other, than Colleen Mae BALLINGER.

Authors note: HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!! Let's hope for a great, fun, and happy 2017. I will be wrapping up this story soon, but...I'm gonna tell you now. There's a sequel. YES YOU HEARD IT HERE FIRST FOLKS (lol) SEQUEL TO ANONYMOUS IS COMING!!!! Ilyssssm 😘