the scientist; [mb/s]

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Quinn- AcexfCards

For the past, well..months..I've spent countless hours trying to figure out ways to tell you how special you truly are. As you know, I'm terrible, when it comes to expressing myself, and trying to impress you, so I've taken the advice of several others, and decided to just tell you straight forward how much you mean to me, no matter how awkward or pure idiotic It sounds. So let me start from the beginning-

Months ago, usually in the late afternoons just before dusk, I'd sit outside in the grass field and simply read quietly to myself. I hadn't found any other way to occupy my damaged mind quite yet, but one day, that solution found me instead. You noticed me, one afternoon, and sat yourself beside me and told me about yourself. I never expected someone as beautiful such as yourself to bother looking at someone like me. We talked for hours, and I found myself more and more interesting in getting to know you. Somehow though, I felt a connection right away that I already knew you. You told me nobody believed you'd ever find someone to share your life with, little did you know I thought the same about myself.

Time went on, and that bond between us grew stronger. Eventually I learned, that strange connection I couldn't describe, that hit me harder than I expected, was love. For weeks, everywhere I went, all I couldn't get that irresistible idea out of my head. Fact, I don't recall ever sleeping for more than two hours for those first three months we met. For the first time I felt someone understood me in ways other's hated me for. I had a real reason to wake up in the morning.

Looking at where we are now, I still ask myself one thing; "How on Earth did I get this lucky?"

I still ask myself that question even today. Not even science can explain it, but then again, life is unpredictable, but that's what makes it so fun. It's ups, it's downs, in the end, it's worth all that wait. You've proved to me anything is possible, even if it's as simple as saying hi to the loneliest people, or smiling at the ones who've felt the most pain.

Quinn, I love you, more than anything. I've told you that everyday, and I'll continue to for as long as I can. That is a promise I can keep. I don't expect anything in return, ever. Just seeing you smile is the only thing I look forward to everyday.

Happy Birthday Quinn, who I finally get to call my wife.