lighter

Some people are normal some people are fucking crazy I'm fucking crazy but i don't give a fuck i don't have a mom she got sent to jail for murder i can visit her some times its to far and my dad doesn't want to take me sometime i try to pretend i don't have a dad his always drunk and is never here for me i look like my mom that's why everyone is scared of me because i looked like somebody who did something to protect me if it wasn't for her i would've been pregnant that day still haunts me it was a dark night me and my mom went to the conner store walking my dad was drunk and couldn't drive us and my mom couldn't get the keys she would've gotten hurt my dad used to hit her when she did something without him knowing so we had to walk it was 6:30 pm and its a 30 minute walk and another 30 minutes to come back by the time we got to the store it was dark we got what we had to get and got out as we were heading home a man came up to me from behind and pushed my mom on the floor he tried taking of my clothes and tried having sex with me that's when my mom got up picked up a big rock and first hit him in the face then on the head he was bleeding hard that's when i noticed that he wasn't doing anything that's when i pulled my mom away and checked if he was breathing or not he wasn't that's when a guy passed by and saw the blood my mom with the rock covered in blood and the dead man he pulled out his phone and called the police we started running by the time we got to the first house across the street i can hear the men describing my mom and i, we keep running by the time we get to the end of the second street we can hear the sirens of the police we can't run anymore my mom looks at me and says "i love you baby" and gives me a hug i see the red and blue lights i grab my moms arm and try to run she wasn't getting up "mom lets go what are you doing!!" i told her "no, no more running" she stood up and gave me one last look and hugged me the policeman came and handcuffed her i never cried but right at that moment i was i saw my mom getting taken away from me when she got sent to court she was sentenced 45 years of prison for convicting murder without parole i hate thinking about it so i just go to sleep