chapter 3

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i wake up and want to go to the bathroom

its the middle of the night i have to go really bad but if i make a sound my dad will kill me so i can chose to hold it till the morning or go and get hit i cant hold it and if i try to hold it I'm going to pee my bed and still get in trouble fuck it I'm going I get up trying to be as quite and quickly as possible the sound my bed makes when I get up is so loud I'm pretty sure my dad heard it I walk on my tip-toes and try not to be loud when I open the door I see the bathroom all I have to do is run as fast as I can and pee and go back to bed when I get to the bathroom I slammed the door on accident I'm so dumb when I'm done I walk past my dad's room and I saw him in the door way he had his fist ready to hit me I wanna cry but I don't cry "what the fuck are you doing up !!" He yells I'm to scared to respond "I asked you a fucking question !!" He comes close to me I run to the kitchen and he fallows me what do I do I panic and picked up a knife and put it behind me I had enough of this abuse my dad's in my face "why did you wake me up I have to work tomorrow you stupid bitch he slaps me I pick up the knife and stabbed him in the stomach he falls to the floor what did I just do I killed my dad people are going to notice he went missing and question me I drag him to the backyard and dig him under the tree I clean the floor with Clorox the best that I can I want to fall asleep but i can't get over the fact that I killed him and fell good about I feel as if I wanna do it agin and I will do it agin to every single person that hurt me

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