I Just Hold the Camera (A Jojixreader) Editing/ Story Complete

Fuck it!

A couple weeks passed, just work and other stuff. Joji been very serious about the whole "you're my employee" thing. I'm currently gathering up my equipment, and heading home. Joji was in his kitchen, cooking up something.
"Do you wanna stay and try something I been cooking lately?" He asked, looking over at me.
I looked over at him, fighting the urge to respond with, "employees usually don't stay for dinner." But I decided to be nice. I nodded and walked over to that kitchen area.
He pulled out some rices and vegetables. He walked over to he cabinets and pulled out a bottle of wine. I agreed eagerly, I'm really into alcohol. So I nodded, like always. My parents told me I'm easily pressured and alcohol is a comping mechanism. That was one of their biggest fears when I move out. That I would be an easily pure pressured drunk.
I sat down on the couch, it was close enough to the kitchen. Enough for us to have a conversation. We discussed his heritage, and I talked about my hometown and such. We ended up sitting on the couch (a bit buzzed) laughing over bad movies playing on his Netflix. I was mid laugh, when I noticed Joji wasn't laughing anymore. He was looking at me.
When I noticed he keep looking, focusing on the me.
"Would you mind?" He asked in a soft voice.
I turned a looked at him, a little confused by the question.
"Mind what?" I asked sheepishly, he gaze made me I little nervous.
"If I kissed you again?" He replied, his tone turned back into the genuine tone I loved. He waited for my answer.
I barely was able to choked out,
"No, I don't mind."
Once our lips touched, so much filled by mind.

"It's the alcohol talking"
"He's my boss."
"If it's so bad why do I want to keep going?"
"It's all gonna turn out like last time."
But the thought that filled my head the most was, "I just hold the camera."
He didn't stop, it was all one big mixture of small and innocent peaks and rough kisses, I pulled away just to gasp for air. After a second of catching our breath, we continued, until things got a lot more real. He began to lean closer to me guiding me to lay back.