Don't Make Promises You Can't Keep

Do you think im stupid?

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"Spiiiiiiiidey! Here spidey come on! I know you can hear me. If you don't come in jumping off the roof!- Look I just need to have a little chat with you."  I waited a couple of minutes, nothing. "Okay, so we're doing this."(ham reference). I stepped up onto the ledge and gulped. No, no chickening out, and he won't come unless I'm in danger. And hell in in danger. I could die if he doesn't come. But it's a risk I'm willing to take. A risk I need to take. Peters avoiding me. But I need to know.

"One foot off now spidey! Ya gonna let me fall?" I started to shake violently, loosing my breath, I slipped. I screamed as I came closer to the pavement, but suddenly a jerk on my side and I was in the arms of the red and blue suit. We were back on the roof. " ya know for a second I thought you'd let me fall-" "what the hell were you THINKING?! You could've gotten yourself killed!"

" I needed to talk to you-" "SO YOU THREW YOURSELF OFF A ROOF?!" He stepped closer, and I stepped back until he had me pinned to the edge. "I-I'm sorry-" "yeah well sorry don't cut it!" He looked into my eyes- or all east I think he did- and backed away. "I'm sorry for yelling." He mumbled stepping away.

"I'm sorry for throwing myself off a building." I sat in the middle of the roof dreading what was about to happen. "I'm sorry you've been ignoring me for a week, I'm sorry for," Spiderman threw his head up and looked at me-. "You always being there for me when I need you, I'm sorry for sharing coffee with you, I'm sorry for kissing you and your double life. I'm sorry for loving you, Peter."

"Wh-wh-what're you talking about? You don't know me." I look at him in shook and start to walk towards him. " do You think I'm stupid or something? Do you think I'm actually that blind to what you are or going though?"

"N-no of course not-" "then what do think, Peter?"  I say Making the p pop.  I'm inches  away now, almost feeling his breath tangle with mine. He reaches up, grabs his mask and throws it on the ground. I don't move, make a sound, or breathe.  "I'm sorry, I wanted to tell you for so long. I was afraid, afraid you might think bad of me or not want to be with me because I'm, because I'm-" "Peter Parker. Your Peter Parker, the best. Your sweet, funny, smart, and the most loving person I know. And I love you for it. I never won't love you. No matter what or who you become."

We lean in and touch or lips, soft, passionate. It feels like time stopped and we are our own. Almost like we-

"Oh how sweet," we turned our heads to a man sized lizard, wearing a lab coat. " A happy ending for a spider and his black widow. You know she's gonna eat you after you give her kids, right?" He laughed a deep dark laugh and continued as Peter put me behind him. "It won't be for long you will be a widow though, not when scaly and green is the new trend."

"Just stay behind me, okay? It's gonna be alright.- It's me you want Connors, not Max, leave her out of it." He came closer and Peter walked towards him. " are you sure, cause she looks pretty- TASTY!" With the last word Peter was hit by his tale and sent flying off the building. The lizard grabbed me and started to fall down the tower. "PETER!" I saw him on top of the building staring down. "MAX!"