Obsessed

Chapter 25*

Warning!! In this chapter there will be sexual abuse/rape and more disturbing things. If you find it too disturbing for you please skip this chapter or don't continue on this story.

It was already 9pm and Harry's arms are tightly wrapped around me. We're supposedly having a movie night but the only reason I'm obeying him is because I don't want anyone to die. I'm not a selfish person and if I tried to escape right now more people could die and I don't want that to happen.

"Kitten, why are you shivering? I could get more blankets if you're cold." Harry says pulling me closer to his chest.

I shake my head. I'm shivering because I'm obviously scared of him, I'm in the arms of a murder and the only arms I want to be in right now is my mom's.

"You need to speak when I ask you something!" Harry sternly says glaring down at me.

I clear my throat trying not to sound weak but fail anyway, "Ok."

My stomach growls and I was hoping he didn't hear the noise. I don't wanna eat anything from him because I think he will just make me fall asleep then rape me again or even drug me.

"Come on, You need to eat." He says getting up and dragging me down the stairs into the kitchen. I sit down on the chair and pull my legs into my chest.

Harry is obviously stronger then me. He's more muscular as well, My head only reaches to his shoulders almost and I look like his child. I can't fight back or do anything if he tries something on me because he's too strong.

"Okay, eat up. It's mac and cheese with salad." He says putting a plate in front of me and some water. He quickly eats his food as I put the fork up and start eating the salad and macaroni and cheese. I take a gulp of the water and I immediately start coughing at the taste.

I knew it, I freaking knew it.

"What did you give me?" I say starting to feel numb on one side, I knew he was gonna do this but I was just hungry. He smirks picking me up and taking me in his room closing the door and locking it. He gently puts me down and strokes my cheek smiling.

"I forgot to give you one last punishment for trying to leave me, well. It might just be pleasure." He says as he comes closer to me.

I can only move a bit not too much or It'll go numb for some weird reason. He drugged me, He actually drugged me. He takes off his pants and boxers making his length slap against his stomach, tears were falling down my cheeks at this scene. I'm gonna get raped again and there is nothing I can do about it.

Harry puts on a condom and my eyes widen, He yanks off my pants and slowly takes off my underwear. I try to squirm away but I can't, I can't move at all. It's like my whole body stopped working.

I continue squirming until I hear him yell at me, "Stop fucking moving!"

I flinch and stop moving, he thrusts into me unexpectedly and tears roll down my cheek. I close my eyes praying that this could just be over already.

"You disgusting monster!" I scream lifting my legs up trying my best to kick him but it only fell back down.

"Ohh, kitten. You're doing so good." He moans as he continues thrusting in me, I can't feel anything. I can't even move my arms or legs the only thing I can do is pray to God and at least get his help, One side of me is numb so even if I do get away I cant get up and run, I'm slowly starting to feel weak and numb everywhere.

"Shit!" I hear him curse along with a throaty moan afterwards soon a sticky liquid shoots from his length when he pulls away, He moves us to the bed and pulls on his boxers leaving his pants on the floor.

He pulls me to his chest and I face the wall waiting for him to fall asleep so I can at least feel alone. "I love you so so much.."

and I hate you so much.

I cringe at his words and minutes later I hear loud snores fill the room, my whole body is numb and I feel extremely weak. I can barley move my arms.

I feel nothing but pain in my chest.

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I wake up early enough to have some time alone, I go straight to the bathroom and brush my teeth also taking down my braids and leaving my hair naturally curly. I look in the mirror with no emotions, I feel terrible, Disgusted but mostly useless. I wanna go home. I just wanna be in my room in bed watching movies with Sam.

I miss being with my mother when we had those Friday shopping days, I miss when my father and I would go for walks around the lake. But mostly I miss being myself because what I see right now is a broken girl.

What happened to me?