The Unbroken Heart

15- the next fight

Jos POV

We were at her house and doing homework. We didnt finish yet and she was helping me. I went in to kiss her and she backed off. I thought she was mad.

"Alright alright fine I wont kiss you then." I rolled my eyes and went back into my book.

"Mhm sure." She mumbled under her breath.

"Hey look. I don't like that tone you are using-"

"What are you my mother?"

"Haha nope, but maybe I should be..."

"Whats the supposed to mean?"

"Ugh nevermind."

She had tears in her eyes. I couldn't look at her. It hurt too much. I just sat backwards and continued working. She didnt care she had something left to do. She ran to her blanket and got under. I walked over and tried to support her. I felt awful. Next thing i knew I was being swatted away almost like i was a fly. I got up and grabbed my books.

"See you later ba... Jess."

Right then she started bawling. She thought I was gone cause she has never and I mean NEVER cried this much in front of me. I felt worse. My stomach clenched into a tight ball and I ran over and hugged her. This time like I meant it. She was so shocked she hugged me back tight. I whispered.

"Im not going anywhere baby. Im right here. Shh shh its okay Im not going anywhere. I know we fight but Im not leaving you. Shhh its okay baby."

She just kept crying. There had to be something else bothering her too. I just stayed hugging her. She filled my sweatshirt up with tears. I felt awful for fighting now. It was all my fault. If i had made some smart comment.

Jessie's POV

I just kept crying uncontrollably. It was awful. I tried to stop, but it all came out. This reminded me of the time my parents got into a fight and my dad walked out on us. I started crying even more He thought he was the reason I was crying. Actually he kind of is, but its mainly the memory of my father. I should really stop crying.. only if i could. He kissed my forehead and kept whispering things like I love you bby and Im not going anywhere, or Im here if you need to talk to me. I know I was wrong and its all my fault, and baby girl please dont cry. Tell me whats wrong and we can fix it.

He was crying himself. I should just tell him. It was going to make things worse but whatever. I can't see him crying anymore.

"Jo.... I never told you about my dad... did I? He walked out on me and my mom and Jay. They got into a serious fight which involved beating and stuff. I know it won't go to that extent, but I hate fight" I starting tearing up a lot again" Im worried you'll leave me like my father did."

He was so upset. He hugged me tight while I cried. "Baby girl I wont EVER leave you. No matter how much we fight or anything. I will NEVER EVER hit you. I love you and the only time I even come close to "hitting" you is when I tickle you or we are messing around. Im sorry about your dad You have a loving family now who love and support you always. Im always here for you hun. Im not just your boyfriend, but your best friend and your study buddy. I love you."

I stopped crying and hugged him tearing up tears of joy. He titled my head up and looked into my eyes. I couldnt look back. I looked to the side near the wall. 

"I love you too. I never want you to go. Im not going anywhere either."

I went over towards the bed and layed down. It was time to sleep. I got under the covers and he came up behind me. We fell asleep in each others arms. I eventually, once he fell asleep, snuck out into the bathroom and cried. He heard me. I saw him listening and his shoes stuck out. He knocked on the door and I threw my slippers at it. I heard him walk away. I cried again and harder. Damn it. He found the back up door. I still cried and he picked me up and walked me into my bedroom. I tried kicking him away, but it didnt hurt him enough. He eventually put me on the bed and said goodbye then left carrying his books with him. 

My mom came in an hour later and I was sleeping. She woke me up from dinner and sat on my bed. We talked about what happened and how silly it was and how much I loved him and everything. My mom was making me appologize for this even though it was his fault.