blow job // jungkook [COMPLETED]

Twenty Five

I had to figure out what I was going to do. I needed to sort out my feelings and figure out if I'd rather be with Jungkook or Jimin.

I know I told Jungkook I'd rather be with him but Jimin liked me for me, well at least I think so.

The only reason I ever fell for Jungkook is because of us having sex, you can't build a relationship on wanting someone for their body.

I was currently at school right now, I was nervous for lunch, I knew my friends would want me to sit with them and the boys but it'd be awkward.

The bell rang, I walked to my locker, getting myself ready for lunch and what I was about to endure.

"Hey." I smiled as I met up with Julia and Emily. "Hey!" They greeted me. We walked to the lunch room and talked about our days so far, I didn't dare to mention the situation between Jimin, Jungkook and I. Hey'd want to get involved and thats not what I wanted.

They bought their lunches, I didn't buy anything, and headed to the table where the boys were sat at.

"Hi!" Julia happily greeted as we all sat down. "Hey." Jin smiled at us. "Hey guys!" Taehyung smiled as I sat down inbetween him and Jungkook.

I bit my bottom lip slightly, nervous to even be near Jimin and Jungkook at the same time.

"Hey Brit." Jungkook smiled and whispered quietly. "Hey Kookie." I spoke nervously.

"What's up?" He asked, realizing how awkward I was acting right now. "Oh uh, I'm just thinking." I mumbled. "About?" He questioned wanting to know more.

"You and Jimin." I mumbled even quieter. "What about us?" He continued to question. "I'm just confused is all. I-I don't know who I should uhm, choose I guess." I confessed to him.

"What do you mean?" He asked. I could feel that someone at the table was watching us which made me more nervous than before.

"Jimin said that the only reason you even slept with me in the first olace was because of like a bet or something. He said you didn't really like me but that you did it because you said you could get me faster than him." I mumbled.

"That's not what happened, Brit. Trust me, that's just a lie from Jimin to try and take you away from me." He spoke.

I sighed and looked over to see who was watching us and saw Hoseok look away from us when we made eye contact.

I sighed again and then spoke. "You guys are so confusing. I wish I could choose one of you." I groaned.

"You know you want to choose me, we have more history together." Jungkook put his hand on my knee.

"Exactly why Jimins interesting. He's new, different." I looked up at Jungkook and could tell that he didn't like what I had said.

"Sorry." I mumbled. "No it's okay I get it." Jungkook mumbled, sounding kind of sad now.

"No I'm sorry like I have fun with you it's just. I'm just confused, I'm sorry Jungkook." I leaned my head against his shoulder and sighed.

He wrapped his arm around my back and rubbed it lightly as he joined his friends conversation. I stayed resting my head on his shoulder while I had a scowl rested upon my face.

"Can we hangout later today? Like only if you want to." I looked up at Jungkook. "Yeah sure. Do you want to go to my place?" He asked.

"Yeah, sure." I'd finally figure out today if i wanted to stay with Jungkook or Jimin.

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The last period of this school day had just ended and I was at my locker gathering my things.

When I was done I'd meet Jungkook at his locker and he'd drive us to his house. I slowly packed my bag and headed towards Jungkooks locker.

"Hi." I spoke quietly and bit my lip when I arrived. "Hey!" He smiled happily.

"I just have to pack a few things before we can get out of here." He explained and began to pack some more things into his bag.

We headed to his car then from his car to his house. We arrived and I wasn't shocked to see that we'd be the only ones here.

"So what'd you want to talk about?" He asked as we entered his room. "I just," Isighed before continuing.

"I just don't know what to do Jungkook. I'm so confused." I mumbled and looked over at him.

"I'm just as confused as you are. I want you to be happy and choose who you'd be happiest with but you can't just drop me to talk to someone newer, you feel me?" He spoke.

"Yeah I get that." I sighed. "But Jimin made it sound like you were just using me which I was okay with at first but I can't help it anymore that I like you." I layed my back against his bed as he decided to stay sitting up.

"Well yeah I was using you at first and didn't think I'd get feelings for you but I fucked up. I was only suppose to sleep with you a few times and not make it a friends with benefit thing." Jungkook explained his side.

"But eventually we just started to trust each other which made me like you as a person and not just for your body. I don't know. I feel like this is confusing you." Jungkook groaned.

"No it makes sense, I guess. But it doesn't help me much." I smiled slightly.

"Okay well all I know is that I've fallen head over heals for you and every time we talk, I like you just a little bit more than before." Jungkook explained in a happy-ish cute voice which made me feel warm inside.

"I don't know how Jimin feels for you but I'm hoping that you understand where I'm coming from. I'd drop everything for you to stay with me." Jungkook leaned down and kissed my cheek making me smile slightly.

I think I knew who I'd be choosing, but I knew it wouldn't go down without a fight.

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A/N

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