Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we’ve been and what we’ve overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That’s what we like to think. But that’s not always the way it is. Sometimes there are things we just have to learn over again.
I remember the first day I saw you, I remember the first day we spoke. I remember the night you held me close in your arms as we danced to our song. I remember saying I love you each time we hung up the phone. But it was the times you just looked at me. Then I knew you would always be in my heart and nothing could ever change that
I love how you hold me. I love how you tell me I’m beautiful. I love how you look at me funny when I say something stupid. I love how you make me happy. I love how you smile when I see you. I love how you laugh when I say something random, or stupid. I love the face you make when I snort when I laugh. I love how you ask me if I’m alright when I cant stop laughing. I love how you make me feel. I love how you tell me I look cute. I love how you like my pajamas. I love how you talk about music for hours. I love how you say sweet things to me. I love how you whisper in my ear when it’s really quiet. I love how you squeeze me so hard when I hug you. I love how I can talk to you for hours about anything, and you listen, and I listen. I love how we call each other as soon as we wake up. I love how you sound when I wake you up. I love how my dog has more sex with you than I do, just kidding. I love how you want to spend every day with me. I love how you squeeze my hand. I love how you rub my back, and kiss my neck. I love how you lay next to me, and tell me that everything’s perfect. I love how everything is perfect. I love how you see the person I really am. I love how you say we are perfect for each other. I love how you make me cry, but not because I’m upset or sad, or you hurt me, but because you made me the happiest person ever. I love how I wake up in the morning for you. I love how I anticipate seeing you. I love how you kiss me. I love how I look at the empty space in my bed, and wish you were filling it. I love how I get nervous when I see you, but feel more comfortable with you than I do with anyone else. I love how my parents love you. I love how you deal with my picky eating habits. I love how you worry about me, and take care of me. I love how you pay for me when we go places. I love how you insist everything will be alright, and make me feel at ease. I love how you keep me warm when I’m cold. I love how you give me weird looks at awkward moments. I love how you stop everything for me. I love how I’m important to you. I love how I make you happy. I love how you make me happy. I love how you make sure I stay in line. I love how I only want to be with you. I love how I only think about you. I love how I stop everything because I get distracted and have to call you. I love how you get jealous. I love how you are when you are with your family. I love being with your family. I love how I can see myself with you forever. I love how we talk about being together forever. I love how you think I have cute feet. I love how you tickle me. I love how you get mad when someone says something to upset me. I love everything about you.
" Come back here you two! ", Baekhyun's scream rung into your ears as he got up from the cold hard ground.
You quicken your pace as you held your little daughter's hand. She had a wide smile on as you both ran through the grassy field.
Your pace became slower and so did Hayley.
" YAHHHHHH ", you screamed your lungs out as a pair of strong arms captivated your waist.
" Daddy let me out! ", Hayley giggled as she tried pushing Baekhyun's strong arms.
" Well okay, could you buy mummy and daddy ice cream over there? ", Baekhyun said as he pointed to an ice cream parlor. Hayley nodded eagerly as she skipped her way with the money Baekhyun gave her.
" Let me out Byun Baekhyun! ", you wiggled your body but failed to get out from his grasp.
" A kwiss pwease ", he said as he snucked his head into the crook of your neck.
" No kisses until you let me go ", you grinned as you plainly gave him a smirk.
" You're cheating! ", he pouted as he let go of you.
" I'm not! ", you stuck your tongue out as Baekhyun walked away with a pout which made you giggled uncontrollably.
TINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
A plan gushed into your mind. You walked to your daughter who's been eating the ice creams all by herself. Lil kiddo.
" You ate mummy's ice cream ", you told her as you made a cute pout.
" Mian, it's too delicious kekeke ", she said as she held the ice cream infront of you.
" Can you help mummy with something? ", you simply asked as she nodded her head like a bubble head.
You whispered your evil ( not really ) plan to her. She laughed along and walked to Baekhyun who was on his phone, still pouting. Dumbass Baek. You quickly hurried to hide yourself behind a large tree as you waited for a panic Baekhyun to come kekekeke.
" YAAAAAAAAA ARE YOU OKAY?! WHERE ARE YOU ", you heard a loud faint as small twines and sticks creaked.
" YAAAA WHERE ARE YOU?! ", you took a peek and saw Baekhyun ruffling his hair. You slowly walked behind him, not making any sound to surprise him. As you got nearer, you ran quickly ignoring the faint sounds from twines and sticks and slammed your body to Baekhyun's back, hugging him tightly like how he did to you.
He twirled you around so you could face him. He gave you a death glare but it slowly faded away as a warm smile took place. You still blush when he stares at you. To cut the awkwardness and to finish your plan, you smacked your lips onto his. It's the kind of time that is worth to be called heaven.
I love the time I spend with you. You make my living worth-while. Why dint I meet you before. I wish I could start my life From the beginning with you because the time I spend with you is never enough. I need you more everyday
I love the time I spend with you. You make my living worth-while. Why dint I meet you before. I wish I could start my life From the beginning with you because the time I spend with you is never enough. I need you more everyday
As I swallow my past and memories, the gush of love keeps flowing. It may sometimes be overflowing. The future I've been dreaming of the past few years, it's granted. Every single bit of it. Life is a rollercoaster, life could be dreadful, life could be overwhelming, life could be your worst nightmare, but most importantly, life is reality. No matter how much it hurts along the way, happiness will always be in the midst of the bumpy road.
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THE END! SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE! SCHOOL *BANG BANG* AND I'LL MAYBE START WITH A NEW FANFIC SO STAY TUNED ( BAEKHYUN BIASED BTW )!
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