Aahana

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  Nightmares are part of my life...

People call me Aahana,and yes i am not singlePerhaps i am most misunderstood person but only 3 people have been lucky to know me well,Dhruv is one of them,he is unbearably cute,irresistable,and yet most irritating creature ,god have made.He can take my crazy,my wild and my stubborn side.

Its been almost 4 years to our relationship but i have never really understood dhruv.

He can read me  well,and i can't.I always had trust issue with people and yet being with dhruv for 4 years i have trust issue with dhruv. Each night i wake up from nightmare ,finding myself alone .Dhruv had habit of waking up from nightmares,unless he passed this to me.we both get nightmares when we both are insecure and broken by our relationship.

We all get nightmares,but this nightmares As created fear in me of sleeping.Each time i sleep,i see her in my dreams and i hate it.Every time seeing her ,hurts me,breaks me.she is perfection,with beautiful fair skin and curvy figure and have past with dhurv. I have always been insecure about relationship,people i love.i hate getting attached to anyone cause then i give them right to hurt me.i am scared of getting hurt cause i have been broken more than your tv  remote.

Devansh tried to make me understand that it is moment ,phase in your life,it shall pass but i cant get over it.what if ,what if dhruv feels for again?what if he is cheating me ? .Gosh,i hate this.i  hate this feeling of insecurity and i cant control this which pisses m off...

mv:- my first attempt to write...please do read it and share it with your friends

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