Forever? FOREVER.

Drive.

Dreams and devils seems together infused in this water which used to be crystal clear and now have been filled with toxic agents. Maybe same happened with my love. Everything in relationship, first had honesty, truth, love, care but over a spam of time they degrade. Honestly, lies and hidden stuff hurt more than anything in this love affair thing. People change over time cause this things bother both of partner .Lastly at stage of relationships going extremely bad, one of the partner have to fake everything. Like Dhruv used to meet me one day before some important event of me and we used to fight like dog and cat and next day he would fake smile, frame himself always good infront of mine. But I don't fear this, days of being termed as wrong in our relationship cause even if I am wrong, I really don't get this stuff about my relationship. Everyone I meet in my life was already on plan B of showing me way down when thing didn't work. People are like this and it is hard reality. When we are wrong or when are hurt or when we are trouble we put blames and allegations on other rather than standing for love. Hoping for peace. I love Dhruv but maybe it wont work. This taxi ride seems impeccably long. What can be worst if I am gone?
         Dhruv will move on with ex flings, I will be focused on career and maybe smile. I don't remember last time Dhruv and me had heartily laugh. We used to laugh on lame thing but the relationship really had turn foul..was it my Insecurity? Was it my mistake? Was my lack of trust? We're reason for downfall of love!? I never really expected a lot from my relationship. Never. And yet every time things turn crazy, you are 'physio expecting machining'. Every girls wanted roses, I didn't wanted rose, I never liked Rose. I liked holding hands and walking for long.. Dhruv lost the ability to take first initiative. Always catering to needs had become my responsibility more than ours..I will miss him. Cause he was like cold winter, for people it was dull and deary but for me it was softness of ice cream, thrill of long drives, and peck of blankets.
     Airport arrived. Taxi driver unloaded bags. I smiled with teary eyes. I paid for taxi and headed for check in. One last time I looked back, thinking of DDLJ. There was no one standing for me. I was in love with city of charm and city of culture and Oxford of East.. Maybe it is good Bye. Maybe it is end
Or maybe new start. I love you Dhruv until the sun stops rising and earth stop revolving and until history ends..
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