Forever? FOREVER.

And Then Life Hits Hard.

 Aahana.
The last night was tale of Vodka and shots. Which brought some calmness to me . I danced till I drop, dj was pretty fine. Devansh dropped me home with a gift telling me to open it Tommorrow morning when I will be in sense. I tired to open then door with my keys but then Devansh took them and open it more me . He said Take care and said bye with heavy voice. I turned around to say goodnight. As soon as night pass, I  woke up from the bed, trying to find my slippers. It was cold this morning i thought. . Not the cold, but pale dusky dull colorless cold.i woke up and grab my coffee. Waking up with severe headache, exhausted, over thinking is part of me but my mom says it is cause of specks and i don't wear  specks so we both don't talk about it. Anyways i searched on Google how to deal with trust issue and main screen went colorless. What! Dam this phone, it is  hanged again, as soon as I get new phone I will personal hang this phone. I thought. Lame anyways.
    Dhruv decided to call me, with so much less left in both of us , it was time to deal with stuff to keep this relationship. He asked me out for dinner to sort the stuff.i instantly replied yeah, fine. He was in love with me  but aahana rathod had a great Wall of expectation. Every girl has. Sometimes girls expect more than they should and then the disappointment to them is more than ever. So aahana was suffering from high expectation and high disappointment. Every chaos could make sense but wearing which clothes for night couldn't. Dam I need to go for shopping But she heard voice from behind saying 'oh really? Last week we bought u that sexy black dress, wear it.' she turned around to see her mom looking at the mess she have created in her own room. Aahana hugged her mom and said thanks for making my life easier. But you are cleaning this mess and then leaving. Ah mom! Yeah I will do it. Don't worry.
          Suddenly, we don't talk anymore song by ed started playing, I realized it is my ring tone for Dhruv.I changed it last night. As soon as I pick the call, he said I am sorry, I can't make it today. I got eee classes. Bye.. And phone went down. Tear tremble down her cheeks. She started cleaning the mess. Why I am never the priority?  It is been 4 years. She remembered words from Alisha, when you start taking people casually, they start taking you for granted. Maybe this was all my fault.. Maybe I am wrong. Maybe Dhruv don't find me attractive. Maybe I am not attractive at all. Maybe I am just ordinary. Maybe i am not worth him.. With all such thought in mind. Aahana felt asleep in the study table.

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