confusion? // sf & bw

ch 23 // adventure

i went on a random adventure, i didn't know where i was going. luckily my phone is still at 100 % . i walked on train tracks, until i stopped. i was going to die, i didn't see a train coming. the train left and i started walking again.

few hours have past it's now currently 4 p.m , i decided to walk back and get some ice cream. i was omw to the ice cream shop then i saw brandon with a another girl ? wow . he said he'll change, i guess i won't forgive him.. i wanted to burst out crying, i walked into the bathroom and i felt something wet on my cheeks. wow, i'm crying now ? over a f - boy ? ..

i was thinking and thinking, i walked out and saw brandon leaving with her. i just grabbed my ice cream and walked back to my motel. i was on my own, single and ready to have a better life. while i was on my way back to my motel, my mom texted me. wth ? why ? is she gonna make my life more miserable ? ughh .

From ; mom

To ; Liz

sweetie me and your dad are worried about you. please come home <3

i left her on read, i really hate my mom at the moment. she really had to bring in my dad again, why bring that worthless man in my life when he's the one trying to kill me and my mom ? .. ughhh. i arrived at my motel, took a quick shower and put on my pjs. i dropped myself on my bed, and sighed ' why is my life like this ? ' , i don't wanna be here. i wanna be in stevens arm, but i don't want to tell him i'm at a motel. yk what, i'm just gonna text steven to come over.

From ; Liz

To ; Steven

hey behhh <3 , i'm at a motel right now. i'll explain later but do you want to come over?

From ; steven

To ; Liz

heyyy behh & yea sure, want me to let your parents know ? they've been worried about you

From ; liz

To ; Steven

NOOO! just come , here's the address ******* call me when your here.

From ; Steven

To ; Liz

alright, be there in 20 mins.

* 20 mins later *
it's been 20 mins and steven isn't here, i walked out side and saw steven !1! i ran to him and hugged him. nooo, we're not dating 😅. i wished haha, but i just needa a hug right now. i told him to come in my room, and i explained everything to him. steven listens to me unlike brandon ugh.

" awwhhh behhh, it's gonna be okay. stay strong, i love you " he kisses my forehead.

" ty steven, ty. and i love you too " i didn't kiss his forehead back, i kissed his soft lips. i miss his kisses, wish i could call this beautiful loser mine.

" steven, ty "

" ty for what ? " he gave me a confused face, which was adorable af.

" ty for being there for me, i appreciate that. i love you again "

" liz, i'll always be there for you no matter what happens between us. and i i love you too again "

i fell asleep on his lap, but then i woke up from his soft lips. i blushed and tried playing it cool. i love steven to death, he knows a way to make me happy.

WOW I FINALLY UPDATED ! even tho it's been only 2 days. I WROTE THIS IN LIKE 30 mins so yeaaaa, but anyways happy new years y'all ! ❤️. stay safe , 😭🖤.