confusion? // sf & bw

ch 18//is he the one ?

few weeks have past, i woke up next to brandon, he looked so cute sleeping. me & steven aren't really close anymore, he's been sad lately but he won't tell me why.

so i went on my phone & texted him, i just don't wanna see my bro sad like that.
liz ; hey bro you okay?
bro ; yea why?..
liz ; just checking on ya, hyb ?
bro ; ohhh.. i've been good wby?
liz ; same here.
bro ; oh uh ok.. i'll ttyl i'm gonna go out bye.
liz ; okay bye bro, love you 🖤.
he left me on read ? he also say i love you back. imig, i wanna go to his house & surprise him but he's out. i started feeling hungry, so i got up & went downstairs. i tried not waking up brandon but that was a fail.
" baby where are you going ? " he says with his morning voice, his morning voice was so 😍.
" i'm going to get breakfast, chill "
" nooo, don't leave me! i'll bring it to you " he starts getting up & going downstairs.
" uggghh "
few mins later, brandon came upstairs with some cereal, oh man i love cereal (:

S T E V E N S P O V
i drove around the neighborhood since i wasn't in the mood. i really like liz, i love her more than anything. if it wasn't for brandon, i would've made her mine. i saw her first, i was with brandon the whole time, i just hid behind a tree. why would brandon do this to me? mmh, why are we still friends ? 🤔.. i just kept thinking & thinking.

( S T E V E N S T H O U G H T S )
" that should be me! "
" why am i also get my heartbroken? "
" should i tell her how i feel ?? "
" i'm in love with her ! "
" but she's with my best friend, what do i do? "
" mannn, why she gotta choose brandon ? "
" life is unfair yoo.. "
" i just wanna call her mine "
" why did i call her sister in the first place ? "
" I ALWAYS FUCK SHIT UP?! "

B A C K T O S T E V E N S P OV *
i just kept thinking & thinking but i didn't look where i was going. until i looked what was in front of me, i stopped & i got knocked out. i heard a lady called 911 but right when she said " YESS HELLO MAM, I ACCIDENTALLY GOT INTO A CAR CRASH WITH SOMEONE & HES - " .

L I Z S P O V
when i heard that steven got into a accident, i told brandon it was fine to come with me to the hospital & he did. i told him to hurry, i didn't wanna lose steven. i don't wanna lose any one that i love so much, steven means the world to me. he's my brother, i care about him so much.
we arrived at the hospital, i asked one of the nurses if i can go check on steven.
" hey can i go check on steven fernandez ? "
" yes you can, he's in room 4 up stairs "
" alright ty "
i told brandon to just wait for me downstairs, i needed to see steven really badly. i went on a elevator and pressed 2 ( as in upstairs ) . usually, steven doesn't act like this. wait.. am i catching feelings ? Noooo that's my bro, & i love brandon? wait what? huh? i got interrupted by this lady.
" honey we're up stairs "
" ohh sorry ma ' 😅 "
" it's okay "
i ran as fast as to reach to stevens room. after 2 mins, i made it to stevens room. he looked very pale, then the doctor came in & told me some bad news.
" hi is this Mrs.Fernandez ? "
" no, im his sister "
" oh well, it looks like steven won't make it. but we'll try to save him, he lost a lot of blood "
" oh man, please try to save him. i don't wanna lose him " i started tearing up because i love steven so much, he's the loml. WAIT WHAT DID I JUST SAY? lol i think i'm high.
" okay but the only way to save him if you donate your blood "
" i'll do it then " as i was walking out the room, i saw ...
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i saw the fudging pervert from the party 😤, i walked as fast i could but he didn't see me phewww. we walked downstairs & they did the blood thingy .
( A/N POV ; i hate talking about blood sooo 😂 )
the doctors told me to wait downstairs, but brandon left since his mom told him to come home, so i was alone. a few mins later, the doctors told me to go back upstairs, omg they're so difficult i swear. i arrived upstairs, and they told me some good news.
" we have some good news, steven is gonna be okay. he's just gonna be in bed for a hour or 2, he didn't lose any of his memory which is good so he'll be awake by 10 or by midnight if that's okay with you ? " he started smiling & i did too
" OMG THANK YOU DOCTOR ! is it okay if i stay with him ? " i shake his hand because i didn't wanna hug a stranger lmao
" sure sounds great, if you need anything else here's my card "
" alright thank you again! "
he left the room saying no problem, i just stared at steven & kept thinking. i wonder how he got into a accident, maybe it was because of me? i decided to call my mom to tell her that i'll be home late
| CONVO |
L ; hey mom, how is work?
M ; ohhh it's great, just a little tired.
L ; oh what time are you back home?
M ; i'm not gonna be back till next week, ok the 30. i'm on a business trip to Arizona, don't worry i'll be back soon honey.
L ; oh it's okay mom, i want to ask you if i can go home later since i'm at the hospital.
M ; oh okay, and yes you can go home later. why are you there ?
L ; well steven got into a car accident, he lost a lot of blood but i donate some of mine, & the doctors said that he'll be awake by midnight or around 10.
M ; ohhh okay, i gtg bye i love you, honey take care
L ; bye mom i love you too
| END OF CONVO |