On the one hundred and twenty fourth day,
I realized what I had lost.
I realized that Luke was truly
the first person that had ever said
"I'm in love with you"
straight to me.
If only I had given him a chance.
I had him in my grip for the briefest moment,
and I let go.
"F.ck you, Parker," I whispered to myself.
"F.ck you for being so blind."