-Yours POV- Aphmau left to go visit her mom so it's just me for awhile. RING RING I answer it "Hey y/n I'm bored come over and livestream" "But it's my day off" I complain to Zane. "To bad mines on Sunday" "Mines on Friday" I frown "whatever just come over then" I roll my eyes "ok bye" I hang up. I put on a bra I grab my phone and walk to his house. Still in my pjs which are just a tank top and fuzzy short shorts. It takes like less then a minute to get to his house. I knock on his door, I hear footsteps coming closer to the door. He opens the door and looks at me and his face goes red. I roll my eyes and pull up my shirt, assuming he can probably see a little bit of my bra. I walk in and lay on his couch, he closes the door and sits next to me "tired?" He asks "EEEEHHH" I say. "Too bad I'm gonna live stream" "sometimes I hate you, but I mostly love you" I say. His face goes a deeper red, he pulls up his mask. "You never wear your mask around me. It's weird when you wear it" I pull it down and he pulls it back up "hey I used my energy to do that" I say and cross my arms. He rolls his eyes. He picks up his laptop and starts the live stream "smile" he says to me. I just groan "I don't wanna "I cross my arms "of course" he looks at his laptop "1,000,000 people are watching you be a baby y/n~" "shut up" I say and kick him "ow! What the heck" "#dealwithit " I respond "they want us to do a q and a " "noooooo this is my day off" I wine "you can take a day off on Sunday with me" he says and picks me up and his laptop and takes me to his recording room and puts me on a chair "I'm gonna tweet out the q and a live stream" he says I just groan again.
-twenty minutes later-
"Ok y/n do you like Zane" he reads and I'm watching the live stream on my phone secretly so I see him wink at the camera "why does it matter?" "It's a q and a just answer it" "who wouldn't love Zane he's ador- bell, he's ni-ne year old, he's a lo-ser. Ya know" he rolls his eyes and laughs "yes I am a doorbell" "yep!" "Ok y/n and Zane do you have pets?" "I want a puppy, Zane get me a puppy" "later child later" "Hey just because I'm a year younger doesn't mean you can call me a child" I cross my arms "and just because I'm a year older then you doesn't mean you can call me daddy" we burst out laughing "what the h*ll Zane" I say laughing.
-an hour later- "Bye guys!" Zane and I say. I'm more energized now and I'm not AS mad at Zane then I was. Zane ends the live stream "Cupcakes!" I scream "ok " he says patting my head he starts walking out and I stop him "piggy back ride!" I scream "whatever" he picks me up and we go to his kitchen.
-later because I'm to lazy- We finish eating our cupcakes. I look at the time "shoot it's 1:37 already!?" "Really?" He says and looks at my phone "yeah, dang it. I have to go" I hug him and run out. I can tell he's really confused but I can't explain to him. I have to go Laurence's house because he wants me to meet Garroth. I run home get changed into a Coca-Cola shirt, black jeans and red,white, black and blue converse
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And quickly run to Laurence's house. I run in "hey, sorry I'm late I-" I look at Laurence and Garroth and they're making out! I back up. They look at me and Laurence gets up "have you ever heard of knocking?" "You know I'm sister right?" He rolls his eyes "hi y/n" Garroth says "hi" I say more quiet. "No y/n stop being shy he's mine" Laurence says hugging him "W-what I-i don't like him!" "Uh huh" ugh y/n think. Oh it got it! "I have a boyfriend I can't like him" I cross my arms "oh really who's your boyfriend?" He says sassy like and like he doesn't believe me. Well he shouldn't, " n-none of your business" "tell me and I'll believe you" "I don't need you to believe me" "touché, anyways wanna have dinner" "Are you making it?" "Yes" "THEN OF COURSE!"
-time skip + DUN DUN DUN ZANE POV- "My little horsies my little horsies lalalalalalaaaaa" I sing along I-I-I-I-I've got a mig- "Hello?" "Hi baby brother" "what do you want?" "Well y/n just left me and Laurence's house but she said she had a boyfriend. Do you know who he is?" I drop my phone. I don't even care if it's broken (oh yeah I cracked a little bit of my screen when I was at a hands on science place( don't ask )) Warning if you are sensitive to cutting and or suicide continue reading at your own risk
I run upstairs to my room and walk into my bathroom. I look threw my cupboards and find my old friend. My razor. "We meet again" I say. I slowly pull up my sleeve and look at the old scars. "New ones would be nice" I take off the cap of the razor and start cutting it against my skin. It doesn't hurt until you're done cutting. And it barely hurts. It stings but that ok. Pain brings me joy. I smile well cutting "she never liked you, you're hated, no one will ever love you, everyone hates you..." I throw it in the sink and fall on the floor crying well blood drips down my arm. I hear my front door open "Zane you wouldn't answer your phone so I just decided to come in" y/n... "Zane you ok? Your phone is on the floor." I hear her coming up the steps and run to my door and lock it. She knocks on it "Zane are you ok!?" She sounds worried. "It's only an act" I mumble to myself well crying "Zane!?" I don't respond "ZANE!?" She screams. I can hear her crying and they aren't soft cries they're full on waterfalls "Zane...please..." she says. I open my window "y/n" "z-Zane!?" "I love you" I jump out my window.
