Teen years

Me

I sit here

Green eyes filled with tears

And think.

I think constantly from wake up till bed

I wait until they're asleep until years can be shed

As much as I want to talk

I don't

I don't wanna let people in,

I don't want someone to ask if I'm okay

But i am

I have so many questions

And yet no answer

And I feel like it's my fault

I do everything wrong

I'm not good at much

Can't understand why

But I know I mess up

Because I sit here and cry

But it's okay, one day I'll be great

Someday I'll be good at more

Understand things and such

So I'll keep my head up.

Because I don't deserve what's happened in the past

But it's the present and I can't dwell on that

The future should be better

But I won't know till it comes

But hey it's me

I always find the way

The smile to show even on a bad day

It's me

I can do this

I can wipe away the tears

I can smile

Because it's me

I'm me