Today I sort of realized
Just how much I care
My mind kinda sank
When I saw you swallow back tears
You don't deserve this at all
I'm sorry that you have to go through it
I'm here to help, you can do it
Today I sorta realized
That I am less confused
As much as I don't like it
I know what I have to do
Because I need to take advice
For once I must admit
I must listen to it
Today I realized
How many friends I have
How important they are to me
And how much they care
Each and everyone one of them
Mean they're own thing
Each one is special if u know what I mean
Today I realized
That real eyes see the truth
If you're genuine
It'll be shown to you
Today I realized
Maybe I've been wrong
Maybe something's not the same
Maybe it's been too long
And maybe I can find my place
But only time will tell
I guess I'll have to wait and see
Oh we'll
Today I realized
I still miss you
Even if you're here
I miss the smiles all the time
The worry free ones
The genuine happiness
But it's all turned to tears
Today I realized
I need to change me
I lose weight
To be less nervous
To smile more
To be what I wish to be
But that I don't need that
Today I realized that I don't need that you bring the smile out in me
Maybe I need you
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Teen years
PoetryThis random poetry and stuff. I put so much emotion and thought into my work.. Everything has meaning
