The babysitter// Jc caylen

Twenty four

-back at my moms house-

"It was nice of Justin to bring you home, and I'm surprised he had the balls."

I looked at her confused.
"What do you mean?"

"We've put him in jail once, but he still came back to us."

"Maybe that's because he cares about me mom."

"Yeah." She said in an unsure tone.

"Seriously! What do you have against him?" I began to yell.

"Can you explain to me what he could want from a seventeen year old? You really think he loves you?"

"Yes! He isn't like that!" I scolded and she rolled her eyes.

I shook my head holding back anger.

"I know you just got here, but you know you aren't going anywhere. You've already ran away once."

I nodded my head in agreement.
"Yeah, I figured that. Can I go to my room now?"

She gave me a look.
"But you just got here."

"So what?"

"So you didn't miss me?" She smiled and I gave a fake smile and walked upstairs.

I wondered if I broke her heart, but I wouldn't lie to her.
My relationship with my mom is complicated.

I locked my bedroom door behind me and burst into tears.
Not seeing the love of my life for five months is hard. I can still text him but it just isn't the same.

What if we drift apart? What if he falls in love with another girl? What if I never see him again?

And on top of that, I didn't think this would happen but I have never missed a boy other than Jc like this.

He thinks I hate him, he probably doesn't even care.

I could not stop crying.
Jc invited me to stay with him and I should have. I should have stayed with Kian. I should have made Olivia get lost and show Kian what an idiot he was being.

I could have done such better things than I did.
And now because of my decision I won't see Jc for five months and who knows about Kian and Zoey.

I rolled my eyes and tears leaked out even more.

I still have my phone and my mom told me she wouldn't take it away this time.

I haven't seen my dad much, only this morning for a second and he didn't even give my mom a hug before walking out the door.

I was a little confused, but I'm sure it isn't a big deal, and that's my last worry.

Damn I miss Jc.
His curly hair and chubby cheeks that get even bigger when he laughs, and how his hair bounces when he moves his head. I miss his little chuckles after every compliment I gave to him and most of all I miss being able to hug him tight and tell him I love him, five months without that should send me to rehab.

Maybe I'm a little insane or something.
I don't know.

Jcs pov:

"Your the reason this happened!" I screamed smashing his flower vase on the floor and breaking it, water leaking around my shoes.

"I can do what I want!" Kian yelled grabbing a mop and throwing it at me.

"ROSIE JUST LEFT AND YOU DONT EVEN CARE!" I screamed at him throwing the mop behind me and coming towards him.

"I DO TOO! Do you see my eyes Justin? Why do you think they're red and glassy? Are you retarded!?" He yelled back to me.

I shook my head.
"I KNOW YOU LOVE HER." I grabbed him by his shirt and screamed into his blotched face.

"YEAH I DO BUT SHES LIKE MY SISTER. I LOVE HER AS A SISTER." He pulled away from me.

"If you loved her so much you wouldn't do this."

"I'm looking for love."

"You told me loved Zoey." I squinted my eyes at him.

"I do."

"Then why in the hell is olivia coming over?"

"Because. She's a stylist now and wanted to help me get ready for a fancy dinner date. I was kidding when I told her that and she wouldn't let me talk. That's why."

My stomach dropped.
"I'm sorry man." I admitted and he changed his facial expression.

We hugged and I went home tearing up. I punched the wall, overthinking everything and my fingers began to swell.

I growled and put my hands to my face.
Should I text her? Maybes she busy. She'll text me.