Beside You (An Ashton Irwin Fanfiction)

thirty four

        {A/N ONE MONTH LATER}          

'What's wrong with her? Is she okay?' I hear ashton repeatedly ask.

'I'm not dying you fool' I shout pulling open the curtain.

I sling my legs over the bunk and groan. Michael laughs 'You overreact everytime.' he says and i roll my eyes.

'Do not. Sometimes i don't even complain.' I argue crossing my arms.

'Ohh, its the girl thing' Ash says sighing.

Luke laughs and hits his arm as i walk into the bathroom.

After finishing, i brush my teeth, wash my face and put on my make up.

'Laura hurry up!' I hear Michael shout.

Rolling my eyes i step out of the bathroom hitting his head.

'why? what are we doing?' I ask pulling in my jacket.

'We're going to Luke's for a barbeque' Calum answers and I nod grabbing my bag.

I step out down out of the bus as Ash takes my hand helping me down the step.

I look at him and his cheeks turn red as he chuckles letting go of my hand.

'So when's Cameron coming over?' Calum asks throwing an arm over ny shoulder. 

I glare at him and groan as I hear Ashton scoff.

'He's coming over?' he asks before laughing and storming off infront of me.

I hit Calum's arm, 'we were finally getting somewhere, well done!' I groan.

He pulls an apologetic look before i jog upto Ash.

'Wait, I'm sorry i didn't tell you' I start and he shakes his head.

'It's fine i get it' he says when we approach Luke's house.

I groan and glance behind me at the other boys. 'Ash, he's my friend-'

'you dont make out with your friends'

'We've talked about this Ash-' Istart before the boys interupt us

'It smells so good' Michael says grinning.

'You guys coming in or gonna just stand there?' Luke jokes leading us to the back garden.

'Hey mum' he greets Liz, with a hug and peck on the cheek.

I look around the garden only recognising a few people.

After socializing with Luke's family i escuse myself and go inside in the search of Ashton.

I groan walking in the kitchen and grab a can of coke from the fridge.

'It's hard for me you know.' I hear behind me.

I turn around to face him, ' Seeing you with him, its horrible.'

I take a breath slowly putting my can down on the side.

'I love you, you're supposed to be mine. I understand I was a dick before-' he starts before i interupt him.

'Don't, you weren't a dick'

'I was!' He shouts and I sigh.

'I was horrible okay, I actually hurt the most special thing in my life. How i could ever do that? I don't know. I hate myself everyday for it. I don't care about Cameron, please just tell me you dont love him.' He begs walking slowly towards me.

I nod slowly, 'I don't, i dont love him! I love you' I say shaking slightly.

He looks down and I put my hands on the sides of his head.

'I love you! I love you!' I say and he looks into my eyes.

'I love you.' I repeat sighing.

And he smiles before leaning in and finally placing his lips on mine.

the kiss was longing and not rough. We both pulled away and i giggled.

'Im sorry' we both say at the same time and laugh.

'I missed you.'

'I missed you too' he replies holding his arms open and I jump into them.

'Woah what i miss?' Calum says joining us i giggle and turn around smiling.

'Ooh' he says catching on. He laughs grabbing a can and walking past us.

Ash laughs before hugging me again, and i smile shutting my eyes.

'Come on' he says and takes my hand leading me outside.

Throughout the barbeque i feel myself looking at him, making sure hes still here next to me, and im not dreaming.

We're actually back together.

'Please' ge begs giving me the puppy look.

'No, we only got back together a couple hours ago.'

'I know i've been counting' he says chuckling and winks.

'Please,we'll only be cuddling' he pleads.

And i groan inwardly giving in, 'Fine I'll stay at yours tonight.'

He smiles and i chuckle pecking him quickly. 'So when is he comjng over?' He asks bringing his drink to his lips.

'Some day this month, can't remember the exact date..' I say confused with his choice of topic.

'Okay.' he says before carrying on a different conversation with Calum.

I eye him oddly and turn around to go outside until i feel his warm hand wrap around mine.

he pulls me back and smiles down at me, 'i love you' he mouths.

'i love you too' i say and he kisses my head before letting me go.

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