Beside You (An Ashton Irwin Fanfiction)

thirty

   So, It's been a week and me and Ash still havent talked.

I'm tired of this now..

He seems to always be busy, even though its their month off.

Its just awkward and the boys have noticed it too.

'Party tonight.' Luke says breaking the silence.

I hear the boys murmer a few responses while i stay fixated on the plate of spaghetti infront of me.

'Don't play with your food Laura' Michael says and laughs afterwards.

I smile looking at him.

'You're one to talk.' I fire back and he chuckles shaking his head.

'Are you gonna come tonight then?' he asks changing the subject.

I look over at Ash, who suddenly seems interested in the conversation.

'Um I don't know.' I mumble and I shake my head.

'I'm not feeling too well.' I say and he rolls his eyes.

'Any excuse' he says and i hust laugh too tired to respond.

I then throw away the rest of my spaghetti and jog up the stairs launching myself onto my bed.

After a few minutes of scanning tumblr on my macbook I hear a knock on the door.

I glance up and see Ashton's lost eyes.

'Um are you really not going?' he mumbles avoiding eye contact.

I nod, 'I don't want to.'

'The boys are kinda forcing me to go i mean I'd stay b-'

I shake my head 'You don't have to explain' I say in a hushed tone, he smiles a little and nods.

He turns to leave the room but walks in again, 'I still love you Laura, I promise you that.' He says before quickly leaving the room.

I sigh, and frown to myself. Of course he still loves me, I love him.

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'please come, I don't want to leave you here alone.' He mumbles but i laugh softly.

'I'll be fine, go.' I tell him pushing his arm.

'Fine, but I'm only staying for an hour. It'll be boring anyway, I'll ring you when I'm coming home.' He tells me and I nod.

We then awkwardly glance at each other before he swiftly pulls me into hug and kisses my cheek.

I smile before he walks away following the boys out of the house.

I smile to myself, maybe we're getting back on track.

An hour or two, to pass before he comes back.. what to do?

I sit on the sofa and flick through the movies before finding White Chicks.

I grin and press PLAY.

An hour passes and I feel myself constantly checking my phone.

0 new messages.
0 new calls.

I'm being selfish, It's a party he's gonna have fun.

I roll my eyes at myself and carry on watching the film.

It's only an hour after the film has finished I give up hoping.

Imagining him run through the door and take me his arms.

I glance at my phone one last time before sighing and pulling up my duvet.

I don't know why i believed he'd come back anyway, the party must've been more exciting than he thought.

Or the girls there could be brtter than me, what am i saying? Could? Theyre better than me!

He's probably forgotten all about me am i really that stupid? Or.. I don't know.

All i know is he didnt have to go, but he did.

He said he'd call/text me. Nothing

He said he'd be home in an hour, late..

It's only that moment I hear the door slam.

I quickly pad my feet down the stairs to be greeted by Luke.

'Oh, hey, didn't think you'd still be up.' he says to me before reaching down and stroking Finn.

'um yeah. Where's Ash?' I ask playing with my hands.

He shrugs before frowning and rubbing my shoulder.

I smile and turn around walking up the stairs.

Disapointed.

I'm disapointed at most, I really don't feel like trying with him anymore. He obviously doesnt want to.

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sorry it's short, but it's almost Christmas so it's hard to update at the moment.

Merry Christmas to all my readers!♡