BLIND (A Ziall Fanfic/BoyxBoy)

Chapter 17

 

‘Get away from me…please.’

 

 

I told him as my body broke down into a crying mess as the shock just made me physically and mentally exhausted all of a sudden.

 

 

It was just undeniably painful that it made all of me weak.

 

 

Hands tried to hold me but my shaky hands fought them away even if the feeling of someone holding you tight is a craving I’d pay to feel that instant.

 

 

But not with a liar…not with a traitor…not with him

 

 

‘Please, don’t touch me. Please don’t.’

 

 

I tried warning him amid the sobs and the tears I let out.

 

 

But he didn’t let go.

 

 

I struggled harder, fighting his hands away from my body.

 

 

But as the man he was, his strength took over easily.

 

 

In seconds, I was under his arms in a tight embrace, sobbing and crying my face off.

 

 

But even with the confession he made, the feeling was enough to calm me down a bit.

 

 

I was actually finding myself not letting go and loving the warmth of his closeness as if he’ innocent, as if he didn’t hurt me, when in fact he just destroyed me.

 

 

Ironic as it may be, I still needed it.

 

 

‘I’m sorry. So sorry. Forgive me, Niall.’

 

 

All the while his apologies surfaced amid my shouting and screaming of him getting away from me.

 

 

I guess I was just too weak to fight further…I was fighting for a very long time…and sometimes giving in is necessary for you to stand up again.

 

 

Suddenly I found myself calming down as our little brawl seized when he started rocking me side by side in his hold like I was baby being put to sleep.