BLIND (A Ziall Fanfic/BoyxBoy)

Chapter 14

All those moments came back to my senses as the feeling of the sand underneath me, the smell of the surroundings and the sound of the trees welcomed me back.

 

 

Yes, I was back here at the beach where I had the most amazing first day of summer.

 

 

How?

 

 

Well, since I told Zayn I wanted to come here, we went AWOL.

 

 

I told him it might be too risky since I really am not allowed out of the hospital but somehow he managed to get me out of the hellhole I was in and dragged me away to this beach.

 

 

If you’re wondering what time is it, I must say it is probably past five in the morning, according to him, anyway.

 

 

I know, crazy isn’t it?

 

 

But i liked being free from the smell of medicine and boring-ass wheel chairs.

 

 

Alli, Kat and Greg, of course, doesn’t know where am I right now and I probably will be hearing a bunch of nagging, complaining, questioning, and shits like that after this.

 

 

If I told them I was going out, they would kill me and probably tie me to my bed for the rest of my life.

 

 

Duh, who would let a patient out at dawn?

 

 

You may tell me I’m crazy when I say I had to do this.

 

 

I mean, what kind of a person am I to just wander around in the early hours of the day considering my condition?

 

 

But let me tell you this, what’s life without any risks?

 

 

BORING!

 

 

I’m blind, for chrissake!

 

 

I’m probably gonna be stuck in that hospital waiting for death to come and take me.

 

 

And I’m pretty sure I won’t get to do this in that time.

 

 

At least I’m making my boring-ass life a bit more interesting, right?

 

 

Even if it’s too dangerous.

 

 

But I’m with a man I trust.

 

 

I know, I know.

 

 

He was a stranger a week ago but when I’m with him, I feel safe and sound.

 

 

Like nothing could possibly go wrong when he’s around.

 

 

I know that’s too much to give considering that, for the most part, I don’t know him.

 

 

But you see, I think I’m falling for him.

 

 

Doing such a risky act just to grant my desire to come back to somewhere I badly wanted to go to means a great deal to me.

 

 

And I admit it’s kinda wrong to assume too much from a person who might be doing something nice to you because he simply wanted to help you recover from a traumatic life change…but my heart tells otherwise.

 

 

People may say maybe he’s just being kind and sympathetic.

 

 

But why do I have this crazy feeling towards him when I sense him coming towards me?

 

 

Like somehow I was bound to meet him in my worst days.

 

 

Like his entry in my life isn’t just a temporary stop over.

 

 

I know it might be a crazy thing to say but…

 

 

I really do want him with me…I mean, I want him to be here with me…always…assuring me a very safe ground whenever I’m under his presence.

 

 

I really like him.

 

 

I can’t help but to feel like that towards him.

 

 

I just can’t stop from feeling that.

 

 

I just can’t.