How To Love

Chapter Three

HazelPOV
Once we got to the mall we went right into Victoria Secret , I needed some new sweats and panties

"sooooo you gone tell us what happened at the cookout? I know it had something to do with bibby" Mimi said as we walked into Forever 21

"After we walked away from Ava he just kept saying how it was 2 years ago and I should let it go and how he was sorry , I just snapped like how I'm suppose to let it go? I gave that boy my all g! And you gone have me looking dumb over some lil bitch that only fucked with you cause ya money ?? Nawl fuck out here ku" I told them as our stuff got rung up

" yea that's not something you just forgive like g you walked in on them not like you saw messages or heard some shit you dead ass saw that with you own eyes , when you left and he came back you can see all in his face he was mad lmao his white ass was red" Ava said and we bussed out laughing

" nawl ku was mad cause I called his ass bucks" I said laughing harder

"you crazy g! You know he hate when you call him that" Mimi said laughing.

We hit a few more stores , I got my G fazos and some adidas lol I'm a boy at heart , we decided to skip the movie and have movie night in Mimi room and trust I'm not coming out I don't wanna see a Brandon face.

Me and Ava went home to get our clothes since we gone shower at Mimi house

" do you think you'll ever forgive him him haz?" Mimi asked while I waited for Ava to get out the shower

" I been forgave him, I'm just mad he made me think he really cared about me .. I'll just never get that close to him again to keep myself from being hurt" I told her truthfully she just nodded agreeing with me , Ava came back and I got in the shower and I couldn't help but think

"did he ever really care for me?" "Was I just a fuck?"

I love Brandon with my whole but I'm scared to ever get that close to him again .. I can .. I refuse.

We watched about 3 movies , in on the 4th one by myself these bitches fell asleep on me, I grab my phone to see it was 3:45 am and everything quite so I know the guys high asl sleep they not bout to wake up so I go downstairs to get something to drink , I walk down and just like I said these niggas kicked out over the whole living room so I took a picture of them n put it on my ig with the caption

" I live for these moments, my brothers are my world don't cross that line.❤️"

I tagged all them and went into the kitchen I sat on the counter on my phone as I drink my juice and headed back upstairs to use the bathroom then lay down , I jumped back as I walked into the bathroom seeing Brandon washing his hands

"I didn't know you was in here " I said bout to walk out but he stopped me

"nah I'm done go head" he said drying his hands I just nodded and waited for him to leave

"you gone leave so I can pee?" I said yo him

" nah do ya business, you not leaving this bathroom until you talk to me "he said locking the door I just rolled my eye and did my business then washed my hands

"bucks can you move now there is nothing for us to talk about" I said trying move around him only for him to grand me and push me up to the wall

"Hazel stop calling me that shit g ! You know I don't like that !im sorry for what I did!" He said trying not to yell loud

" Brandon I forgave you a long time but I'll never get that close to you ever again ! You really broke me g! Had me thinking you really gave a fuck about me when you didn't ! I ain't mean shit to you and to know that killed me Brandon !" I yelled to him with tears in my eyes

" I haven't let no boy close to me because of you! You really broke me b , I love you ! Not your money !" I said quite sliding down the wall crying in my hands

I know I seem weak but I had to let this out I had it build up for 2 years.
BibbyPOV
I've never saw her cry not even when she caught me , I didn't want to see her like this so I just held her

" I do care about you more then I did any other female besides my moms n sis, I was just young think I can have my cake and eat it to.. Hazel please forgive me , let me show you that I've changed" I said still holding her

" okay but things are going to go real slow , I'm scared to get hurt again so we not rushing anything " she said looking up at me and I nodded and wiped her tears , I can admit I have a major soft spot for this girl man like I'm the coldest me you can meet but she just do something to me

"okay I'm fine with that just.. can you lay with me tonight I wanna hold you " she hesitated a lil before nodding and we went in Herb room since he feel asleep downstairs, she laid her head on my chest as I held her with one arm and rubbed her back with the other.
HazelPOV
It feels so good to be in his arms I always feel safe in these arms.. I hope I don't regret slowly letting him back in ,I kept think until I fell asleep.

Hey hoessssss lol tell me how I did!