HazelPOV
I woke up the next morning in my bed but still in Brandon's arms , to say I was confused was an understatement. I just sat there staring at his face it's crazy how he can look so mean in his sleep lol I love it tho I would really lose my mind if something happened to him
"you know it's rude to stare"bibby said opening his eyes I just rubbed his hair" how we get here?"I asked him
"you was knocked out and Herb wanted his bed back "he said chuckling cause I really be taking over Herb room
"you wanna go out to breakfast and I spoil you for the day since we slept thru our date yesterday " he asked me sitting up
" yea but you don't have to spend all your money on me" told him undressing to shower
"girl shut up and get dressed I be back at 1 so be ready!" He says kissing my cheek before walking out, what is this boy doing to me? I thought to myself as I blushed walking into the bathroom.
As I'm in the shower I just think about my mom , she has no right to be called a mother, a mother doesn't let her child get rapped then tell her be a big girl I seriously hate her with every bone in my body !
I shake the thoughts and step out the shower and lotion down and get dress in a grey dress and whit slow top converse and grabbed my cross boy bag and put some money & other stuff I'm a need in it (my hair is in a bun) .
I hear a car horn 5 mins later telling me Brandon was outside, I lock up and get in the car
"horns are for whore next time get ya light ass out the car" I said with a smile on my face and he laughed
"my bad mama" he said pulling off
"where you wanna go eat?" He asked rubbing my thigh
"lets go to chillis" I said smiling and about 10 mins later we pulled up and walked in.
We were now seated and waiting on out food
"who told you wear that dress out the house?" He said looking all serious I just laughed a lil
"uhhh me" I said in a duh tone smirking
"don't get fucked up Hazel" he said all serious once again and I find it so cute
"okay daddy" I said playing with him
"girl don't get fucked on this table in this restaurant" he said smirking and I just laughed then it faded away ..
"Brandon let me ask you something " I said to him sitting up"oh lord.. yes?" He said chuckling and I laughed cause he knew what it was hitting for
"why did you do my like that ? Was I not good enough or something?" I asked him wanting to know he sighed and looked at me for a min before responding
"in all honesty you were perfect.. you actually cared for me and me only and I never had someone feel that way about me or love me like that so it kind of scared me .. cause I felt myself loving you but I knew I was bound to fuck that up which I did but I'm sorry for real Haz like I'm the coldest mf you could meet but I have the soft warm spot for you n it scared me." He told my truthfully
"I forgive you Brandon, but I'm scared man like I love you so much that it scars me to like I don't want to get hurt anything either by you doing something dumb or by you being in these streets.. my heart can't take that I'd literally lose my mind" I said looking down he grabbed my chin
"baby girl I can't promise I'm safe out in these streets cause I'm not but it's gone take a whole lot to get me out this world... I won't promise that I won't make a mistake because I've never felt this way about a girl .. I don't know how to love but I'm willing to learn if your willing to teach me " he said and I just looked at him smiling
"I'm willing " I said kissing him .
Hey guys I'll continue the day in the next chapter 😘
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How To Love
FanfictionHazel is from Chicago but she moved away for two years after her and her mom got into and her and Brandon broke up .. now she's back.