How To Love

Chapter 15

HazelPOV
•2 weeks later •
It's been two weeks and yup.. I'm pregnant I haven't told Brandon yet cause I'm scared. I don't know if he wants a baby, I don't know if he's ready for one... I'm just scared I'll have to do this on my own but if I have to just know I'll do right by this baby on my life.

"Have you told him yet?" Mimi asked as we pulled up to Her house knowing all the boys there.

"No I'm scared.. what if he doesn't want anything to do with the baby or what if he not ready?"I said trying figure this out like her

"You'll never know until you find out.. Haz you gotta tell him momma"Ava said rubbing my back as I wiped my tears away, I just nodded my head and we walked into the house .

"Hey y'all" I waved to the guys

"um.. Brandon can I talk to you really fast?" I asked looking at my hands once again nervously,

"Aww shit what yo brewfurd ass do now? She bout to leave you" Herb said and I chuckled and started walking towards the steps

"Shut yo ass up I didn't do nothing.. I don't think" he said scratching his head I just shook my head and walked to Herb room with him right behind ,

I sat on the bed and he came in and shut n locked the door.

"Wassup Haz? Why you look like you bout to cry?" He said then came n sat next to me

"what's wrong baby girl"he asked I looked up with tears in my eyes ...

"B-Brandon I-I-m .."I started to sob in my hands before I could finish and he rubbed my back

"Go head baby what's wrong?"he asked again pulling me into his lap and hugging me tighter

"Brandon I'm pregnant " I finally said and he started laughing

"What's funny?" I looked up at him all confused like tf? He finally stopped laughing after like 2min

"Girl I been knew that , I was just waiting on you to tell me" he said and shrugged "I don't know why you was nervous anyway, I'd rather you then any other female to carry my first child " he said

"Because I thought you wasn't going to be ready and I know you still in these streets and I want this child to grow up with a father" I told him putting my face in his neck

"baby girl neither one of us are ready but we'll learn and I see where you coming from but to be honest I'm bout to take this rapping shit seriously but I'm still going be in the streets just not as heavy.. just when I need to" I nodded and agreed with him at least he was being truthful about what he want to do and not keeping me in the dark ...

"I love you Brandon " I said looking up at him smiling
"
I love you more Mrs.Dickinson" he said kissing me lips and I start smiling like a dummy.

"Ard now lets lay down and take a nap I'm freaking sleepy " I said taking my shoes n stuff off he chuckled and shook his head

"You go head I'm ago talk to the guys real quick and I'll be right up"he said kissing my forehead I nodded and he cut the light off and left out.

I'm so happy With this man words can't even explain this love.. I know he's still young and trying to get it together so I'll give him that I just hope he doesn't constantly make the same mistakes when it come to these bitches cause no matter how much I love him I have a child now, I'm no longer thinking for just myself.. so if it gets to the point where I need to leave him then I will. I just hope that doesn't happen and he gets it together.

Excuse my mistakes ( I didn't proof read).
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