"Shes gone...." ms.hood cried
She had gone for a walk as she told calum, but we all knew she was going for a smoke outside.
I couldn't help but to just sit still. I cried too much that tears were no longer coming out of my eyes. My brain kept repeating over her sweet smile and body. My body was weak , i wasent functioning right. Her being dead felt like a nightmare i would wake up from, but sadly...this was reality.
Calum , luke , ashton and i just sat there. Luke and cal comforted eachother while ashton looked threw photos of them together. It was a sad time for all of us. It was so strange that someone we truly cared and loved for was gone.
" i didnt even get to say goodbye" luke cried
" no one did.." calum replied as he gave luke a hug
One of the nurses told us if we wanted to see her body before they send it out to the funeral home We all said yes. Walking threw that room again made my heart stop. The pain i felt was unforgettable.
She layed in a white bed with hospital clothes on. It turned quiet . No one would get close.. they would just watch her body lay there. Dead.
Luke walked close and grabbed her hand
" you were the best friend i could ever have...you were funny cute and a bit of an ass" he laught as tears fell from his eyes " but thats why we loved you violet..rest in paradise baby"
Next was ashton.
" you were a positive person who lived for adventures" he smiled as he tried not to cry " im sorry you left us this early violet.. you will never be forgotten. I love you" he said kissing her forehead
Calum slowly walked towards and was silent for a moment
" im sorry for everything i did.. i was just angry but you understood why...what im trying to say is that even though we never got along when you were here i cared about you..i hope you can forgive me" he cried
Calums mothed cried and could barely stay in the room. Everyone turned to me as i walked towards her corpse.
Leaning down in one knee i lightly grabed her hand and kissed it.
" we were suppose to graduate together. We were going to get married and maybe even have kids ..." i was quiet for a moment trying to gain my strenght " i love you violet and i wish you could come back to me..but i know you cant..but there will never be a day that i will not stop loving you, because you were my one true love and it saddens me that i couldn't be there wheb you needed me the most " i kisses her hand and walked back
As they took her body out of the room we all huddled and cried.
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She wore a white dress with natural make up that day. She looked beautiful as always. I brought her a plastic rose to indicate that my love will never die for her. I put it in her hands before they buried her.
She was buried next to her parents. Something she had always wanted one day. It hurt seeing them burry her underground. It made me realize that she was never going to come back , and ill never be able to kiss and hug her anymore.
I loved her with all my soul and i would have given anything for her. But now shes gone. What am i suppose to do without her? Im just empty now.
The End
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Castaway //M.C.
Фанфик"Let's run away?" . . . After my parents tragic death i was left alone in this waste land, but i never thought it could be so beautiful at the same time.
