I will always care

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/This is set in an alternate universe that Jared is not famous/

The sun slowly set, the air becoming cold and causing you to close your window. "J." You shivered, pouting at the broken heater in his old, beat up ute. "I'm cold." You whisper, looking up at him as attempt to warm your arms by rubbing them with your hands. He looked to you and cleared his throat, knowing that if he spoke without doing so, his voice would be croaky from lack of talking. "We'll be home soon." You knew this wasn't true, seeing as you were about three days away from home, he groaned, looking back at the road, obviously still pissed off at you from the fight that you had recently had. "You can't always do this Jared, it's okay to get angry but we fought four hours ago and you haven't even talked to me since." You huffed, curling up against the door. After about 10 minutes you heard some shuffling, then feeling Jared's heavy leather jacket being placed on you. You smiled a little to yourself and pulled it around you, inhaling his scent. He always smelt so good, but you never actually saw him putting on any deodorant or cologne. Your eyes felt heavy and you slowly drifted off to sleep to the soft static sound coming from the radio.
You awoke to the bright lights of a gas station, looking around for your phone. "12:45." You said outloud, shaking your head, then looking inside the gas station, seeing your beautiful boyfriend paying for the gas, you continued to watch him, realising he was also buying cigarettes. You frowned in disapproval, you hated that he smoked but you couldn't exactly do anything about it but show your disapproval.
You continued to watch him, completely in trance by his beauty, his grace. You smiled happily as he opened the car door, slamming it angrily, making you frown again. "Baby are you ok-." You were cut off by his voice.
"I do not want to talk to you y/n, please, just....leave me be." He sighed, his tone slightly aggressive. With that you stood out of the car and went to the trunk, grabbing out your bags and walking to what you thought was a bus stop just down the road. Jared watched you in annoyance, pulling out of the gas station and following you down the road. You stomped your foot, turning to him. "Y/n get in the car and stop being dramatic." He rolled his eyes, looking at his jacket on you that almost reached your knees. You shook your head and picked up a rock, throwing it into his car.
You suddenly heard a loud crack of thunder, jumping at the sound, then standing tall and walking to the-
That wasn't a bus stop, it was just a seat. You groaned in annoyance. You then felt large droplets of rain falling down. You dropped to the cold pavement, feeling the heavy rain plummet down on you and sobbed, making Jared stop his car and jump out, running over to you. "What's wrong baby?" He asked, his tone softer than it had been all day. "I'm s-sorry, I try being good to you and all I do is make you angry." You sniffled, pushing him away. He just pulled you into his chest, the rain and your sobs drowning out his words. "Y/n!" He yelled, making you look at him. "Get in the car." He said a little softer, picking you up and carrying you to the car.
As soon as you were both in the car, Jared turned to you and pulled you into a deep and passionate kiss. You kissed back, your lips in sync with his for a few minutes before pulling away and sniffling. "I'm so-." You started before being cut off by Jared's finger. "Shh baby, stop apologising, I was being an asshole...I don't know what's been wrong with me the past few days but I have been so horrible to you." You looked down and nodded. "Sorry." You whispered, looking at your drenched clothes and Jared's wet jacket. "You're gonna get cold like that, here." Your boyfriend said, pulling off his long sleeve shirt before pulling off the jacket and your pants and shirt. He tied your hair up in a bun and put his shirt on you, reaching in the back to grab some socks of his before putting your feet on his lap, pulling off your shoes and socks. He slowly rolled up his socks after discarding your wet ones, pushing them onto your feet.
"What about you?" You asked, looking at him as he tried not the shiver. "How about we stay in a hotel tonight?" You asked cautiously, not wanting to start another fight. He nodded, staring up the car and driving down the road in the pouring rain. "I didn't mean to do it..." You whispered, looking over to him sadly, looking at his tired eyes. "Baby I can drive I-." You were quickly cut off by the screeching of the tires. "Don't say you didn't mean to, don't you dare....you're a liar!" He accused, slamming his hands on the steering wheel after he finished yelling. Your bottom lip trembled and you quickly turned to look out the window. "But I'm telling the truth." You mumbled shakily as you held back tears. You sobbed, all the words coming from your mouth were true, he just had to believe you. "He just kissed me I didn't even kiss back and he was too strong to push away....I'm sorry." You whispered after you calmed down a little. Jared sighed and moved his hand into yours. "Forgive me." He said softly, looking over to you. "If you saw what I saw...you would be just as angry as me." He chewed on his lip as he pulled back onto the road, driving to the closest hotel. "I forgive you. I understand." You smiled a little, holding onto his hand tightly, watching him as he drove, inspecting his features.

-time skip-

"I think I'm pregnant." You said casually as you were getting changed into your favourite lacy underwear. Jared looked at you with wide eyes as he spat out his water. "Wh-.....are you serious?" He asked, then walking over to you as you looked down at the slight bump you had. "That could explain the weight gain, the sickness and also...the five positive pregnancy tests I did last week." You shrugged, not wanting to make it look like it bothered you, you were scared he didn't want a child and by acting so uninterested at the fact that you were pregnant, maybe he wouldn't get angry. Your boyfriend looked down at the bump as tears started to roll down his face. "Don't you want it?" He asked, sniffling a little.
You looked up at him and wiped the tears from under his eyes. "Of course I do....I was just scared you didn't want a baby so I kept it from you and pretended that it wasn't a big deal." You whispered, gently placing his head on your shoulder. "I went to the doctors and they said I'm 10 weeks." You smiled, then pushing him onto the bed. "Now let's get it on baby." You smirked, making him laugh a little and nod. "Let's do it."

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