You needed your husband and he still wasn't home. You stared at the clock, the ticking sound drowning out all of the others in the background as you thought of all kinds of scenarios. He was supposed to be home at 9am and it was now 2pm. He answered your texts simply and your calls to him just rung out. You twiddled your thumbs and continued to stare at the clock. The hour hand ticked onto 10pm and you'd had enough. Laying down on the couch you started to cry, your warm tears rolling down your face. You couldn't believe he could just forget about you on your anniversary. You awoke at 3am to keys juggling in the door, Jared entered soon after and crept into the house, placing his keys on the bench. "J?" You whispered, giving him a fright. "Wh-where were you?" You started to sob, looking up at him in the dim light from the lamp next to you. "I told you I was busy." He said, his voice harsh, making you even more upset. "I'm sorry it was just-." You mumbled, looking down as he cut you off. "You know I can't hear you when you're mumbling." He rolled his eyes in aggravation. With that, you lied back down, trying to be quiet as you cried into the lounge pillow. You heard him ascend up the stairs and close the bedroom door and you cried harder, wondering why he was being so horrible to you. You didn't even realise you had fallen asleep until you heard Jared talking on the phone in a hushed tone, waking you up. You couldn't quite make out what he was saying but you weren't bothered and you stood up, being cautious of him. He turned to look at you, a prominent hickey catching your eye. "What happened to your neck?" You asked, starting to walk over to him, making him back away and give you a warning glare. Your bottom lip trembled as you turned away, rubbing your baby bump to try to calm yourself down. He walked outside onto the patio before ending the phone call. He walked straight inside and straight passed you. "It was our anniversary yesterday J..." You said, your voice a little stronger than it had been. He stopped in his tracks and rolled his eyes. "Oh no I'm so sorry I forgot." He said sarcastically, then going back upstairs and slamming the bedroom door. "Daddy must be upset about something." You said to your baby as you rubbed your stomach, waiting a while before walking upstairs. You gently knocked on the door and heard Jared crying faintly. "Baby are you alright?" You asked gently, slowly turning the knob to reveal Jared curled up in a ball on your bed. "No, I did something stupid!" He cried, sitting up and looking at you. "It's okay babe, you can tell me anything." You whispered, sitting on the bed taking his hand in yours. He pulled his hand away quickly, making you sigh. "Where were you yesterday?" You asked, looking at him. "I was...y/n I need to tell you something." He said, the way he said it made your stomach drop. "Shoot." You said, smiling at him despite the feeling in your gut. "I slept with someone else." He muttered. Your whole world felt like is was crashing around you with his words. You nodded and stood up, looking at him. "It's okay. Everyone makes mistakes." You said gently before walking out of the room and moving as fast as you could into the bathroom. You locked the door and crumbled, clutching your chest as you find it hard to breathe. Tears streamed down your face as you thought about your Jared touching another woman. You didn't want Jared to leave you so you tried to contain yourself, convincing yourself that it was just a one time thing. You looked at your stomach, your baby was almost ready to pop out any day now, the stress from this was enough to start labour so you decided to calm yourself. You took off your clothes and looked in the mirror, realising how disgusting you were. No wonder he cheated on you, look at you. You're disgusting. You repeated this in your head as you stood in the shower, the hot water almost unbearable on your skin. "Ow." You mumbled, then feeling as though you had just peed yourself, liquid travelling down your legs and down the drain. "Not now, no baby please not now." You started to cry, turning off the water and wrapping a towel around yourself as you walked back into your bedroom, ignoring Jared as you grabbed your overnight bag for the hospital. He looked at you confused but you ignored him before pulling on a sun dress and some underwear. You grabbed your keys and turned to him. "I'll be back in a day or two, you're free to leave if you want to go live with your side hoe." Your words surprised both you and him, but you are experiencing small contractions as of now. "Where are you going?" He asked standing up, his shirtless body showing the hickeys that the woman left on him. "To the hospital, my water broke and I'm having contractions." You said coolly, making him confused. "Why didn't you tell me? We've been planning the route for so long." He said, trying to grab your bag out of your hand. "Jared, I didn't expect for you to cheat on me the day before I went into labour so I guess we're even." You sighed, pulling the bag away as you made your way down the stairs. "That's my daughter too!" He yelled, now aggravated. "They were your daughter until you decided to be a douchebag and cheat on their mother." You yelled back, watching him run down the stairs. He pulled on a shirt and put on shoes. "I'm sorry, okay?" He said, making you scoff, rolling your eyes. "You fucked me over one too many times Jared." Your lips trembled as your arms went limp. "I know this wasn't a one off thing. I'm sorry I'm ugly and disgusting, but what did you expect, I'm pregnant." You said, putting your hand on his cheek. "If you want anything to do with your child, call that girl right now and give me the phone." You ordered, looking up at him. He reluctantly handed you his phone after dialling her number. "Hey Kathy, yeah this is Jared's wife. No don't be sorry, you didn't know. Yes he is an asshole and I'm actually about 12 hours from giving birth to his child. Can he stay with you? No? Too bad because he can't stay with me. You don't want anything to do with him? Of course, I'll tell him." You handed him back the phone after hanging it up and you punched his chest roughly. "Fuck you." You said before being pulled into a hug. "I love you and only you, y/n Leto." You tried to push him away and finally struggled out of his grip. "Don't you ever fucking touch me, or you'll be a dead man, you're lucky I don't call my dad, I'm sure he'd break out of his jail cell to fucking cut your dick off." You spat before calling the ambulance, not feeling well enough to drive. "Get your shit out of my house before I come back." You said before walking out of the house and holding back your tears, seeing Jared standing at the window and watching you to make sure you are safe.
