Rain pelted down onto the already wet grass, saturating you as you held onto the grey headstone. "I'm so sorry." You sobbed, not caring one single bit that the knees of your pants were soaked in wet soil and your hands bleeding from the tight grip on the headstone. "Y/n...honey...it's time to go home." Shannon whispered in your ear, attempting to pick you up from the ground. "No! No.....please I can't go yet...." You cried, looking at the name on the headstone that you clung to 'Jared Joseph Leto'. "It's all my fault....all my fault." You repeated, over and over. "Sweetheart you couldn't have done anything...you're not magic." He said, your body falling limp as he picked you up, carrying you to the car. You could tell Shannon was trying to keep himself from crying as he drove out of the cemetery. "It's okay to cry Shan." You muttered, moving your hand into his free one. With that, Shannon started to break down, causing him to pull over. You sniffled and took off his seatbelt. "C'mon, hop in the back with me." You whispered, moving yourself into the back of the car and waiting for him. As soon as he got into the back of the car you pulled him into your lap. "It's okay babe." You reassured him as he sobbed into your chest. "He's p-probably rocking th-the fuck out of heaven." You whimpered. Why him? You thought. He went missing four years ago while he was climbing and was never seen again, you were supposed to be going with him but got sick and couldn't make it. The search parties got called off after six months of him being missing and they declared him dead. "I miss him so much." He whispered, rubbing your 6 month old baby bump. You nodded and moved your face close to his, he looked into your eyes and you moved in more, tilting your head a little bit before pressing your lips against his, he kissed you, gently at first but soon moved his hand to the back of your head, making the kiss deeper. You pulled away after a while and got into the drivers seat of the car, sighing heavily. He sat in the back seat and did up his seatbelt, closing his eyes. "Goodnight baby." He muttered before falling into a deep sleep.
-time skip-
You pulled up at the house and tilted your head as you saw an unfamiliar car in front of it. "Shan....who's that?" You asked, looking at a man with long hair and blue eyes...his nose was so cute-. "Jared?" You asked as you got out of the car. He looked down at your stomach and his eyes widened. "Is that mine?" He asked sarcastically, walking towards you. You slowly walked backwards and breathed heavily. "You're dead...you're dead." You trembled, backing up against the car. "No...it's me princess...I know I have a lot of explaining to do but....I'm here." With that, you wrapped your arms around him. "I wasn't faithful I wasn't faithful....I wasn't faithful." You said over and over, gripping onto his shirt. "You thought I was dead, I understand." He muttered, obviously hurt that you got pregnant with someone else's child, even though he didn't have a right to be, slowly pulling away from you in disappointment. "So, whose is it?" He asked, making you look down and sigh. His fake smile disappeared as Shannon stepped out of the car with your red lipstick on his face and he started to piece things together. "My brother? Really?" He scoffed, rolling his eyes at you. "He was the only one there for me...i-it was an accident...J...J I'm sorry." You whimpered, reaching out for him but he just shrugged you off, clenching his jaw and looking over to his brother. "I can't believe you."
(I know this is short but I haven't been feeling great lately, I apologise)
