I'm Judah

Chapter 2

                                 I'm Judah

Darius *POV*

I'm sitting in a room with four other people.

One being my brother technically my cousin but I call him my brother because we are just that close and we all  grew up together except for two people out of the group.

His name is Xander He is a pain in my ass He is energetic , loud , annoying, super outgoing, basically your average male high schooler.

The next person in the room with me is my other technically cousin but I see them as my sister Giselle she kind of resembles my mom in his sense as well and me she is quiet, calculating, people watcher, and just over all an observer. Which kind of resonates with me and my mom like I said earlier me and my mom and Giselle are quiet and calculating and no matter what situation we like to see what happens from the outside generally not from the inside.

Though that's when Xander messes up and drives me and Giselle involved into this or involved into any sort of scenario situation That gets my pack into a lot of trouble. But at the same time I'm not the alpha so it's a lot easier on me but because I'm the beta and I'm the alpha's best friend which said alpha is Xander I have no choice in the matter.

The other two sitting in the room are unrelated to me and Giselle , Xander.

The girl sitting on the other side of the room with Xander is Maggie , Maggie is  xander's mate. They found each other early on in life aka the first day of elementary school which is ridiculous I have never heard such a thing but they're together and Maggie's pretty great too I really like her those she has the same personality type as Xander she's not as tone deaf and I think that's what I really like about her.

She also is brave and confident and has a really good head on her shoulders She's amazing and I'm so happy that Xander has good mate like her. She's had strong and has a good will on her shoulders She's also extremely well at reading people as well as reading a situation whether it may be good or bad. I hope one day I can find a mate like her...

Now I'm thinking about it and not exactly like her but has the same powerful quality traits that I like.

And lastly there's Duncan now Duncan is unlike everybody in the group He's not like an extrovert and he's not like an introvert either He's kind of in the middle He's also an asshole. I wish I could put him through a wall I wish I could beat him up so there is nothing left literally beat his ass out of existence there's just so many things negative things that I want to do to him but at the same time I know Giselle would be mad because that's her boyfriend long term boyfriend.

Not the I'm going to be gone in a week boyfriend no the I've been here for over 5 years so I'm here and I'm going to be here for a lot longer then you want me to and I'm going to make everybody uncomfortable all the time and never agree with the group because I don't want to feel included or a part of anything because I'm just like that. Yeah I don't think you can kiss my hefty ass.

Other than that this is the pack it's basically me and my siblings or AKA my cousins and their mates I'm obviously the one left out of water if you get what I mean. Everybody or at least my pack have found their mates relatively early on in life. Considered in human years but still Lycan years pretty early as well.

I'm 19 just bordering 20 as in I'm like 3 months away from my birthday about to turn 20. And I don't feel left out at all not even lonely I like to focus on myself and as well as my pack.

My pack is my family my pack is my responsibility my job to protect my job too make sure everybody has a good future and a good life together that we travel the world see and experience things that we have never thought we would before. Help and serve the Lycan community with each other. So I like that it's my job it's my occupation I do it everyday 7 days a week literally 24 hours a day 365 days a year this pack is my everything due to the fact that we're Lycan's we don't need anything big In fact where as big as it comes.

Besides the royal family their pack is massive.

And that can be pretty good but as well as pretty negative because there's too many people to track And take care of I'd rather be able to take care of my own pack and compare to the royal family we're pretty small and I like it that way and I don't think I would change it for the world either I have the important people in my life I have people that I love cherish in this pack. But as much as I love this pack they are very questionable.

Giselle takes a seat on the couch right next to me.

"So where do you think we will go next?"

She leans forward towards her cup that's sitting on the monogamy coffee table.

"I'm hoping Las Vegas or Florida we could go to Disney! And we can stay near the Royals"

I also pondered on the idea of where we would go next. Our pack traveled and we don't stay to long in one place. The Alpha gets to decide where we go and if it's convenient to the pack it's a decision that takes time.

"I have no idea somewhere safe hopefully"

This scent is something that I never smelled before

Or maybe I have but it's more complicated than that

It has more of a deeper meaning to that which is kind of weird because I'm usually not like that.

I'm not really that sentimental I don't really look into things like that

I'm not the heart-to-heart kind of guy

But what  a guy expects or is expected to feel like that anyway

but then again I'm feeling it and it's weird and exciting at the same time

My chest rises and drops I'm taking all the air around me in so I can get a better clue of what the scent is

It kind of  smells like a bouquet of flowers but like every flower like one of everything but it's not too overpowering or not one flower over powers the other it's kind of weird

I'm intrigued and I want to know more I want to know what that smell is coming from.

My chest rises and falls again

but this time it's different

My eyes dilate and my eyes are covered by full darkness my whole body tenses and It grows My hands become much larger and my scent aura and power. Are heightened drastically

I can tell my packmates got the same feeling Because I can feel it it's not bad it's good it's really good but at the same time

I don't understand it I never felt like this way before I'm drawn to something I can't even see but yet I must find it I have to find it because if I don't I don't know what's going to happen to me I don't know if I can control myself. Whatever it is I have to find it and I have to find it as soon as possible.