Bad Boy Kisses (Raura Revised)

Chapter 1

I felt like everyone knew about it. I felt as if all eyes were on me but in fact, the people around me were only focused on their lives. I got curious glances or sympathetic looks but nothing where I was being openly gaped at. That's what I want.

It's been two days sense I found out that my boyfriend now ex boyfriend Connor had cheated on me. I found him at a party from a different town over making out with some other girl. I guess he thought he would be safe there. He must have forgotten that I knew the people throwing the party.

Today, which is Monday is the day i'm regretting the most. I knew people would find out right away because Connor and I dated for almost 2 years straight. It would've been two years straight if it weren't for the couple of hours missing. But continuing you could say we were on the most popular side of the school. Which I took that I'm friends with a lot of people. Connor took it like he owned the place.

And I was right. Once I found the scene of him sucking faces with the damn girl, I broke up with him right away. I took down that I was in a relationship on FaceBook that same night: apparently that made it official. That same night I got texts and calls asking what happened. I didn't respond to any except to my close friend Hailey. But sooner or later everyone was going to find out. This all happened within an hour.

Now as I watch people go on with their life and stop for a minute to say sorry before moving on, I stay in place wondering about my past. What I did to deserve what he did to me. I was never the one to believe in love at such a young age but I felt as if Connor changed that. Boy was I wrong or what?

I closed my locker and made my way to my first period class. I waved or smiled as people greeted me but I didn't stay and chat like I usually did. I was scared I would see Connor and I don't know how I would react. On Friday I was fueled with anger and hurt and lashes out on him. Today though I just feel stupid about my judgement and know I would break down if I was confronted by him.

"Hello my sexy friend." I look to my right at my best friend Hailey who was grinning at me. My lips twitch at her greeting. Leave it to her to make me laugh when I feel like shit. Hailey is the only person I trust more than myself. Considering we are so much alike it would be like not trusting myself.

"Hello girl who has a sexy friend." I answer back jokingly. My mood was brighten a little already. I guess all I needed was my best friend. After all she did sit with me all weekend eating tubes of ice cream as I cried. Well she did do that until she smacked me and told me I was better than that. God I love this girl.

She gave me a cheeky grin and threw a piece of paper at my face. "Guess where we are going to go to soon?"

I shrug looking down at the Orange piece of paper. Couldn't they have picked a prettier color? Big bold letters caught my eye written at the top: Town Fair!!! Oh! They have one every year with rides, booths, and random games where you win stuff animals. For the past two years I went with Connor and he would always win my a stuff penguin because that was my favorite animal.

"I don't know Hailey, what if I see him there.....with another girl?" My stomach clenched at the idea and I pushed it away. I didn't want to see him with another girl even though I ended it with him. It would just be a slap at my face if he started dating other girls already.

She grabs my arm hating me in my steps, "Who gives a fuck? You know you are going to see him again anyway right? Well why not show him that you are fine and that he looks like a dick for what he did?" Her eyes soften as she finished, "I don't want you to give up on life because of some jerk."

My heart thudded hard at the look she was giving me. Was she scared for me? To reassure her I sighed, "Okay fine I'll go and I'm not giving up on life."