Before I Die

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A/N Any ideas for who should play the main character? I was thinking Zoey Deutch, you know the one from Suite Life on Deck. Well idk? If you have any ideas please leave it in the comments. Thanks I love you guys so much.

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When me and Emma came back to the ice cream shop, we saw my mom and dad still talking about this whole thing in the same spot they were when we left. Once Emma left the living room to go play with her toys, mom began to speak up.

"Lea, What are you planning on doing about this? Like what option do you think is best for you?"

My mother asked with pleading eyes.

"We are on your side no matter what you choose, it is your life after all," said my dad, taking in a deep breathe.

"Well.... I think i'm leaning towards the second option, because even though i tried figuring out all this mess with the experiments and crap, i know i'd be miserable.. you know how much i hate going to the doctor and i can't even imagine having to stay there for a while being able to do nothing while doctors and nurses and whatnot 'Experiment' on me... I think it would be best for me to risk my life and continue it however i want for 5 months, I think we'd all be happier that way," i said while staring at my feet.

"You've got a point there, we'd much rather have you be happy with a destined date, rather than you be depressed not knowing what's gonna happen next." dad said, and we were all basically in tears. And the room got silent.

"Well since you have only got 5 months left lets try and make these the best one possible." My mom said trying to cheer us all up.

With that i left to my room, and put to thought everything that had happened just today. When one of the greatest ideas ever popped into my mind.... To create my own bucket list. I had always had one like in my head of the things i wanted to do before i died, but that day was approaching soon , so i was determined to accomplish as many things as i could. And with that i grabbed a pen and a piece of paper and began to write:

Bucket List:

1. Work at Starbucks. ( that had always been a dream of mine, to work at the place where my most favorite beverages were created. )

2. Build a Huge Sand Castle (It's kinda ironic how i have been to Florida so many times and never built one.)

3. Go to Disney World with Emma (Another ironic one since Disney is literally only 2 hours away from my grandmother's house and we have never been.)

4. Try every Ben and Jerry's flavor of ice cream (this is just plain out random, but i want to accomplish it really bad.)

5. Die my hair for the first time (My hair is all natural, i'ts been this blonde color since the day i was born, so why not?)

6. Meet my favorite youtubers (And the list goes on and on.. of my favorite youtubers and all i want is to be able to meet some of them.. they are all just so inspirational and i love them to death.)

7. Go to Los Angeles with my Best Friends ( My best friend is Nicole and she it literally my other half.Her twin brother is my other best friend they are the only p)

8. Go to a Concert ( i honestly don't care whose concert it is, it could be Hannah Montana for all i care. I just want to see a concert.)

9. Sing in front of others (i can actually sing pretty good you might say, i'm just afraid of ppl hearing me sing yanno?)

10. Take selfies with Strangers (Just for the heck of it)

11. Have a day where i say yes to everything ( because it seems fun)

12. Ride every ride at six flags (i'm kinda a wimp when it comes to roller coasters and i have only ridden a few rides.)

13. Get a tattoo (nothing too big, but just something that has a lot of meaning to me.)

14. Fall in LOVE... ( I want to experience what love is before you know...)

15. Die having lived my life to the max with no regrets whatsoever

I think that's about it for now and if i come up with something ill just add it to my list. From this moment forward my goal is to achieve as many of these as possible, because i am not going to be all mopey and depressed, i'm gonna have a smile and live my live to the fullest and not worry about time.